Another false start
Another misled rocket
My brain hurts
I shoulda known better
Wish I knew anything at all
Can't trust myself when I'm sober
Nor when I happy-dance drunk.
Trip myself when I'm happy
Stumble on my stupid, big feet
When I see you (or me)
Anxiety rides, and I run up a tree
Don't know myself when I love you
When I forget, I do it to myself
Excited for days to come,
I misread my slippers, break glass
Thrice for luck? It ain't me.
I never been luckee.
So I thought I'd be kind
Turned out to be a complex
Just another me I can't trust.
Wish I could find a self
Didn't need smashing to dust.