I Cried Myself To Sleep Last Night
I cried myself to sleep last night,
Because my bed was empty.
Your arms were not around my body,
and I didn't get a good night's kiss.
The room feels colder even though the AC is broken.
The dark is deeper, but the lights outside are bright.
The sound of the gecko doesn't bother me anymore,
because it's the only one keeping me company.
The ache in my chest has spread everywhere,
and it's the only thing I feel.
It's better than being numb.
Better than not feeling myself.
My soul is detached from my body,
and it floats over me.
The ache reminds me I’m still breathing,
but the uncertainty of not knowing when it will be gone
makes me want to give up
I closed my eyes,
and you are the dream turned into a nightmare.
The perfect day turned into the darkest storm.
The light blue sky suddenly has clouds that burn in deep fire.
The unbearable silence is still my enemy.
Would I be hopeful in the morning when I wake up?
The tears will be dry.
The sun will light up the room
And maybe the hope of your knocking on the door
will let me know I can go through the day.
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