Head heavy,
the weight of the world upon my shoulders,
my sight compromised,
as cascading tears, blind me.
I seek to ground,
my feet searching to feel the earth,
beneath this scorched reality,
the heat of the lies and misconception,
burning away at my reserve,
one dip and I feel it all,
cracks begin to appear
and my thoughts are stolen from me,
as fear takes hold.
I sway,
between my need for control
and my desire for flow,
this pendulum,
dropping me into the depths of my soul.
Face to face with my humanity,
my anger, boiling over,
drips of self doubt, fall upon me
and I bow down,
humbled by the grief I feel.
By the very things,
that make my life real.
All words and images, are my own.
