I polako misli kreću da se roje....
And slowly thoughts begin to swarm...
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Koliko još juče činilo mi se da sam zauzela dobro mesto u vozu na putovanju svojem.Kao da sve imalo je smisla,odjednom sve je bilo važno i sve sam razumela.
Svakim udisajem sam osećala kako moć ulazi u moj duh i telo...
Šta se to desilo?
Zašto sada imam osećaj da nemam ideju kuda idem?Kao da jurim nekakvo čudo,samo ta misao mi se mota po glavi.
Kako sam mogla i pomisliti da postoji ikakva šansa za ostvarenjem takvog sna,takvog života.Pa to je zaista ravno čudu.
A ko sam ja?
Kolika je to moja snaga da mogu očekivati takav poduhvat?
Čini se da ne znam trenutno ni kako dospela sam ovde.
O,ne okreći se nazad,ne ,ne ,ne....prošlo je sve to,prošlo je....
Sama sam.Tišina uvek prijala je mom umu.
Samo ne dopusti da te proguta ponovo,ovaj put se možda izvući nećeš.Kada opet zakoračiš u tu sivu ćeliju,znaš da sve je varka,i to što sve se stapa u tu jednu boju i izlaz se ne nazire,sve je varka,znaš.
Ne zaboravi to.Može ti spasiti život.Molim te zapamti.
Postoje stvari koje ne moraš znati,ne muči se toliko.Osećaj ono što je važno,ne muči sebe.
Udahni sada,vreme je .Udahni duboko opet i opet,toliko si ranjiva,znam.
Tako sklupčana u uglu sedišta,o dete moje.Moraš u nešto verovati,ne plaši se,prvo udahni,izdahni,udahni.....
polako,polako,znam da je sve važno
Znam da bujica je u glavi,odjednom se pokreće i oluja i hiljadu briga.
Još smo na čvrstom.Ne prepuštaj se,sačekaj još malo.Možda naše čudo ipak dodje.
Tako ,tako,ne spuštaj pogled,diši duboko,pobedićeš tu neprijatnost.
Udahni,izdahni,udahni..
Evo,već je bolje,vidiš li?Uskoro izlazimo iz tunela.Vidiš li to zrno svetlosti?
How long ago it seemed to me that I had taken a good seat on the train on my journey. It was as if everything made sense, suddenly everything was important and I understood everything.
With every breath I felt the power enter my spirit and body...
What happened?
Why do I now have the feeling that I have no idea where I'm going? It's like I'm chasing some kind of miracle, only that thought is running through my head.
How could I even think that there is any chance of realizing such a dream, such a life. Well, it is truly a miracle.
And who am I?
What is my strength that I can expect such an undertaking?
I don't even seem to know how I got here right now.
Oh, don't turn back, no, no, no....it's all over, it's over....
I'm alone. Silence has always pleased my mind.
Just don't let it swallow you up again, this time you might not get out. When you step into that gray cell again, you know that everything is a trick, and that everything merges into that one color and there is no way out, everything is a trick, you know.
Don't forget that. It can save your life. Please remember.
There are things you don't need to know, don't struggle so much. Feel what's important, don't struggle yourself. Breathe now, it's time. Breathe deeply again and again, you're so vulnerable, I know. So curled up in the corner of the seat, oh my child. You have to believe in something, don't be afraid, first breathe in, breathe out, breathe in.....slowly, slowly, I know that everything is important. I know that there is a torrent in my head, suddenly a storm and a thousand worries start.
We are still on a firm footing. Don't give in, wait a little longer. Maybe our miracle will come after all.
So, so, don't look down, breathe deeply, you will overcome this discomfort.
Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in..
Here, it's already better, do you see? We're coming out of the tunnel soon. Do you see that grain of light?
Thank you for stopping by 🙂
Veliki pozdrav svim Hiverima od Dragane.
Greetings to all Hivers from Dragana.