Can I say that word around here? I think it's the first time I've posted something similar on this platform, but I do it with a good sense of humor, I don't want to sound resentful. Anyway friends, I think that this year, as sadly in many others, I was very soft and condescending with some people who abused my trust and my good faith to help and support them, when one helps another, they do not expect anything in return, that is, it is something It comes out of our own free will, but when one has given so much to other people simply and they do not appreciate and abuse our good will, it is time to make a small change. Some people will say that it is enough to say NO to what one does not want to do, but it is not so simple, at first one does not notice when people begin to be more demanding and show ungrateful and interested, as Venezuelans say there are many people "Table face ”who is unfazed or embarrassed by taking action or abusing others without showing scrupulousness or repentance. I think that when I mean that in this 2021 I want to stop being such an idiot, it is to learn to quickly identify table faces even if they are close people and say NO as much as necessary.

I think I have said this in various publications, but it is that the crisis in my country has hit us so hard that the money that comes into the house always goes to the main priority, which is food, so medicines would come second if someone he gets sick and basic services such as paying for the internet for example, for this reason the houses are deteriorating little by little by not taking care of the damages in time, things will accumulate. As much as it costs this coming year I want to raise money to improve and fix some things, I have not painted for a long time and the house paint is falling apart everywhere, also this year I have had many problems with the electrical installation Due to the use of an electric stove, the cables of the installation are thin and have the same age as the house, that is, more than 30 years and with the constant irregularities of the electrical voltage, the house almost burned me due to short circuits, also the installation of water is almost the same problems because previously the houses were placed metal pipes not plastic as now, then over the years these old pipes rust and do not allow water to pass. Those are just a few of the things, but my serious resolution, more than fixing the house, is to find a way to save money or generate extra income to do the home improvements.

This year there were moments of very strong depression, I cannot go to therapy, because saying that to a Venezuelan in my city is simply saying nothing, here there is no public system of psychological help, such services cost a lot of money and even if it is not ideal When depression is not so severe we can overcome it little by little without assistance, I know that many who read me will think that it is not possible, but here it is difficult to go to it. That is why my resolution for 2021 is to have a better attitude and not let emotions overwhelm me and prevent me from continuing to fight against the economic crisis.

Family is the most important thing for me, my sisters above all are an important support for me and I at the same time fulfill not only my duty but it is my will to help them in whatever way I can. I come from a large family and my sisters are my best friends, so my resolution is to be strong, to stay healthy and to help them and my daughters and grandchildren in whatever way I can.