Depressing to read. I too have and have had depressive moods, panic attacks, anxiety and obsessive thoughts. Even if you can't see the end of the tunnel, the end is there. I wish you all the best and am glad that you are sharing your experiences publicly. That's what I plan to do with this account in the future.
RE: A nice walk at Parkwijk, Almere - Netherlands, and my meeting with my Psychologist