Usually, I enjoy my walk with Gigi if the weather is good, I am very sensitive about the weather because too hot or too cold weather makes me sick. I can't stop sneezing and I always end up having either migraine or sinus pain. I was having dehydration yesterday because of the dryness, I was not even to breathe properly and my whole face was pale, dry, with rashes, and itchy. As a result, I ended up having acne, and redness and unfortunately, I was so sad seeing myself in the mirror today. My skin is dry skin and as a result, I am suffering due to the weather. Drinking a lot of water and using a good moisturizer is helping but not much.
Today a protest is going on in the entire Netherlands. Farmers of Holland were already protesting for a long time but today the entire train network shuts down. The strike is happening over the wages and no idea when it gonna be stopped. As a result, all intercity train schedules have been canceled and people are suffering who are working outside of the city or in another city. I had a plan to go to Den Haag because I had some work with Bangladeshi Embassy but I had to cancel my appointment... My entire day was wasted because I took the day off because of the Embassy appointment.
So, what I have done actually in the entire day?? I decided to go to Almere city center and bought winter shoes and winter clothes. I swear, I will never ever purchase extra clothes this year because here, winter clothes are super expensive.
I just finished my dinner provided by the shelter and I didn't like the food at all. I couldn't even finish the entire food. The food was not bad, I don't eat such kind of food.
Anyway, I thought I should finish my Warsaw Diary so here I am. If you didn't read my previous post, you can read here. I stayed in Warsaw only for 5 days, the shelter was provided by Bangladesh Embassy and after 5 days, they told me to leave and find my own way. I was not surprised, our country's embassy is like that and government is not ready to spend money on Bangladeshi Immigrants.
I didn't spend much time in Warsaw, I had no place to stay so I didn't explore the city. Wherever I went, I went there for a purpose, not for pleasure. For example, I went to Ukrainian Embassy 2 times which was located in Warsaw, I spent my night in a shared hostel room with other guys (Awkward but I had no other options), and I spent my entire day in front of the counselor's office. At last, I went to "Złote Tarasy"; a very nice mall in Warsaw and had my lunch there because I was hungry.
I have tasted this food at "Złote Tarasy", Warsaw and I can't remember what was the name of the food. It was cheap and I just wanted to eat something so I ate. All I can remember was the food was some kind of salad with falafel and vegetables.
Maybe you know the name of this food...
Thai wok was my first choice but my money was tight so I had to change my taste. Besides, I used to eat little at that moment. I wish I could have explained what I was going through at that moment. People always enjoy new cities, cultures, and cuisine and I was struggling there in Warsaw. I had no connection there, I didn't know anybody there...
My Warsaw stay was not pleasant at all. Well, I don't blame anybody because I was in shock, arrived from a warzone and nothing better can be expected.
It was cold in Warsaw. Probably next time, when I will visit warsaw again, I will look at Warsaw another way...
Life in warsaw is Robotic, people don't have time for others there. The city is active and it was hard for me to find something for myself there. The whole city was dealing with Ukrainian Refugees at that time, wherever I went I found refugees here and there.
I want to forget everything, I want to feel like nothing had happened. So many incidents and memories sometimes haunt me and I don't wanna see the repetition of those days in life, in the future. I don't know how others feel but I am selfish and I don't want to experience those terrible days.
I wish I could erase part of some of my memories...
Thank you so much for reading...
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