Perdida de un bebe no nacido [ESP-ENG]

Hola comunidad, hoy les contaré una experiencia inolvidable, me paso hace mucho tiempo pero aún así es muy difícil de sanar, es una herida que te queda de por vida y con un recuerdo doloroso.

Hello community, today I will tell you an unforgettable experience, it happened to me a long time ago but it is still very difficult to heal, it is a wound that stays with you for life and with severe memory.

Mi hija tenía 10 años, decidimos mi esposo y yo, que era el momento de tener otro hijo, fui al médico para colocarme en control, me hizo el chequeo y me comentó que tenía que limpiarme ya que tenía muchos años tomando pastillas anticonceptivas la cual a la hora de comenzar a buscar otro hijo iba hacer difícil. Me recete unas pastillas y por supuesto que dejara de cuidarme.

My daughter was 10 years old, my husband and I decided that it was time to have another child, I went to the doctor to have a checkup, he did the checkup and told me that I had to get clean because I had been taking birth control pills for many years, which was going to be difficult when it was time to start looking for another child. He prescribed me some pills and of course, I stopped taking care of myself.

ef Pasaron 2 años, aún no quedaba embarazada, fui a una ginecóloga que me recomendaron, al hacerme el eco me dice: te daré una noticia pero tienes que tomarla con calma, tienes el Saco amniótico, es el saco que rodea al feto durante el embarazo pero está vacío no hay vida ahí; mi corazón se iba a salir, no paraba de llorar, sentía que mi cuerpo no servía, mis ilusiones de ser nuevamente madre se perdieron. La doctora muy amable me calmo para poder conversar y me explica que eso puede pasar, no quiere decir que no podré quedar más embarazada, solo tenía que esperar por lo menos 2 años para que mi utero este un poco más fuerte; no me quedaba mas de otra que sanar y volver a intentar.

Two years passed, I still was not pregnant, I went to a gynecologist that was recommended to me, when I had the echo she told me: I will give you some news but you have to take it calmly, you have the amniotic sac, it is the sac that surrounds the fetus during pregnancy but it is empty, there is no life there; my heart was going out, I could not stop crying, I felt that my body was useless, my illusions of being a mother again were lost. The doctor very kindly calmed me down to talk and explained to me that this can happen, it does not mean that I will not be able to get pregnant again, I just had to wait at least 2 years for my uterus to be a little stronger; I had no choice but to heal and try again.

Pasaron 3 años, ya mi hija tenía 15 años, en el agite de su fiesta me sentía un poco marea y con ganas de vomitar pensé que era el estrés, lo dejé pasar, a los días me dolía el vientre la cual se me hizo extraño porque no me tocaba venir, llamo para pedir una cita con la ginecóloga, me dice que me valla sin problema enseguida me voy, al llegar me atiende, me hace varias preguntas mientras me hacía el eco y me da la gran noticia; estás embarazada, tienes 4 semanas de embarazo, me sentía feliz, contenta , emocionada, ilusionada no hay palabras para describir lo que sentía en ese momento.

Three years went by, my daughter was 15 years old, during her party I felt a little dizzy and I felt like throwing up, I thought it was stress, I let it go, a few days later my belly was hurting and it was strange because it was not my turn to come, I called to make an appointment with the gynecologist, she told me to go without any problem and I left, when I arrived she attended me, she asked me several questions while she did the echo and she gave me the great news; I felt happy, content, excited, thrilled, excited, there are no words to describe what I felt at that moment.

De pronto me comenta: tienes que tener reposo ya que en el eco se ve cómo si estuviera creciendo abajo, no entendía lo que me quería decir así que le pedí que me explicara, pero me dice que tenía que esperar un poco ya que estaba muy pequeño, me manda varios medicamentos y reposo, que tratará que permanecer en la cama lo más posible.

Suddenly he told me: you have to rest because in the echo it looks as if it was growing down, I did not understand what he meant so I asked him to explain, but he told me that I had to wait for a little because it was very small, he sent me several medications and rest, and that I should try to stay in bed as much as possible.

Paso un mes, me tocaba control y sentía que todo iba bien, me atendió escuché su corazón latiendo, el momento más hermoso; me deja saber que todo está bien, pero que siguiera tomando los medicamentos y el reposo, yo seguía cumpliendo lo que ella me pedía. Paso otro mes, ya se me notaba la panza crecida. En mi casa tenía el apoyo de mi esposo y mi hija la cual hacían todo para cuidarme paso un mes más todo parecía ir normal cuando de repente siento un dolor en la espalda muy fuerte, grite mi hija salió corriendo a ver qué sucedía y le dije que llamara a su papá porque tenía un dolor muy fuerte en la espalda.

A month went by, I had a check-up and I felt that everything was going well, she attended to me and I heard her heart beating, the most beautiful moment; she let me know that everything was fine, but that I should continue taking the medications and rest, I continued to comply with what she was asking me to do. Another month passed and I could already see my belly had grown. At home I had the support of my husband and my daughter who did everything to take care of me. Another month went by and everything seemed to be going normal when suddenly I felt a very strong pain in my back, I screamed, my daughter ran out to see what was happening and I told her to call her father because she had a very strong pain in her back.

Cómo pude me aliste y nos fuimos, pero el gran error fue ir al hospital; me atendió un ginecólogo, la cual me hizo un eco y sin anestesia me dice está muerto, yo quede paralizada el mundo se me vino abajo, me dice tomate esto me busca el agua y me da la pastilla, me la tomo llorando sin entender que había pasado. Pidió que mis familiares buscaran ropa ya que tenía que quedarme en obsesión, le dan la noticia a mi esposo la cual fue terrible para él; me vuelven hacer un eco pero esta vez fue otro doctor y me dice que escucha un latido de corazón, yo sin entender entre llantos le digo que el doctor me dijo que estaba muerto y me dio una pastilla para expulsarlo; Si así es me dice el doctor, pero yo escucho un latido muy leve.

How could I get ready and we left, but the big mistake was to go to the hospital; I was attended by a gynecologist, which made me an echo and without anesthesia tells me is dead, I was paralyzed the world came down to me, tells me to take this I look for water and gives me the pill, I take it crying without understanding what had happened. He asked my relatives to look for clothes since I had to stay in obsession, they gave the news to my husband which was terrible for him; they gave me an echo again but this time it was another doctor and he told me that he heard a heartbeat, without understanding between tears I told him that the doctor told me that I was dead and gave me a pill to expel it; If so, the doctor told me, but I heard a very slight heartbeat.

Le pedía a DIOS que fuera lo que él quisiera para mi yo seré fuerte; murmuraban entre ellos , yo sudaba, me sentía marea y cómo si algo se estuviera desprendido adentro de mi cuerpo, le digo a la enfermera que me sentía mal, llaman al doctor de guardia y me preparan como si fuera a parir, me dicen puja, puje y enseguida salió, lo vi como estaba formado.

I asked GOD that whatever he wanted for me, I would be strong; they murmured among themselves, I was sweating, I felt dizzy and as if something was coming loose inside my body, I told the nurse that I felt bad, they called the doctor on duty and prepared me as if I was going to give birth, they told me to push, I pushed and it came out immediately, I saw it as it was formed.

A pesar que lloraba tanto, escuchaba lo que decían entre ellos; dijo que estaba vivo, peor aún me puse comencé a gritar a decirle que me lo habían matado, cómo pudieron hacer eso. Comenzó el alboroto, mi esposo y mi hermana lo estaban esperando que volviera aparecer el médico que causó el aborto, nunca apareció. Esto no se quedó así lo denunciamos, ya que había pruebas que aún seguía con vida cuando él me dio la pastilla.

Even though I was crying so much, I could hear what they were saying among themselves; he said he was alive, I started to scream and tell him that they had killed him, how could they do that. The commotion began, my husband and my sister were waiting for the doctor who caused the abortion to show up again, he never did. This did not stop, we denounced him, since there was proof that he was still alive when he gave me the pill.

Paso el tiempo y nos enteramos que el doctor pasó hacer el director del hospital, qué cosas pasan en esta vida. Yo aún me sentía mal, tanto psicológicamente como físicamente, para agregar al asunto después de 3 semanas me desmayé me llevan al hospital y me dicen: todavía tienes residuos, tenemos que hacer un curetaje nuevamente. Mi esposo muy decepcionado de ese hospital, me saco y cómo pudo me llevo a una clínica para que me atendieran, la cual gracias a ellos estoy viva, Tuvieron que sacarme todo, ya que se estaba pudriendo todo por dentro.

Time passed and we found out that the doctor became the director of the hospital, what things happen in this life. I was still feeling bad, both psychologically and physically, to add to the matter after 3 weeks I fainted and they took me to the hospital and told me: you still have residues, we have to do a curettage again. My husband, very disappointed in that hospital, took me out and how could he take me to a clinic to be treated, which thanks to them I am alive, they had to remove everything, as everything was rotting inside.

Me cure físicamente, pero aún mi corazón no ah sanado la cual no creo que sanara, es una marca que no se borrará, cuento mi experiencia porque así como me paso a mi podría pasarle a otra persona, estar con cuatros ojos en esta vida y nunca quedarse con una sola opinión. DIOS quizo que solo tuviera una hija, pero me mando un nieto la cual todavía no conozco, espero poder pronto conocerlo y darle todo mi amor.

I was healed physically, but my heart has not healed yet and I don't believe it will heal, it is a mark that will not be erased, I tell my experience because as it happened to me it could happen to another person, to be with four eyes in this life and never stay with only one opinion. GOD wanted me to have only one daughter, but he sent me a grandson who I still do not know, I hope to meet him soon and give him all my love.

Gracias por leer mi publicación

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