Hola papis y mamis de la comunidad espero esten teniendo un lindo martes!! Por acá gracias a Dios con varias tareas del dia cumplidas!! Cosa que por supuesto me da paz jeje!! Y aprovechando que hice el cambio de celular, y pude ver fotografias viejas, me conseguí con algunas que me tomé cuando estaba aterrada, por la llegada de una nueva personita a nuestras vidas!!
Hello daddies and mommies of the community, I hope you are having a great Tuesday! Here thanks to God with several of the day's tasks accomplished! Which of course gives me peace of mind! And taking advantage of the fact that I changed my cell phone, and I could see old pictures, I got some that I took when I was terrified, for the arrival of a new person in our lives!!!
Para las que ya somos madres, y no estamos buscando un embarazo, porque incluso nos estamos cuidando, tener un retraso es un caos, y asi comenzó todo, porque yo no lo estaba buscando, Chris tenia 3 años y honestamente yo no me veía con un nuevo bebe!! Pero Dios siempre tiene mejores planes para nosotros
Y luego de ese retraso decidí hacerme la prueba, y resultó positiva, por supuesto entre llantos lo acepté, no tardé tanto como en mi primer embarazo porque gracias a Dios tengo a mi lado a un hombre hecho y derecho que luego de Chris me dejó mas que claro que es un padre maravilloso!! Asi que el siguiente paso era ir al medico para ver que todo estuviera bien, pero lo que era una ilusion, se convirtió en llanto nuevamente, porque al llegar ese dia al medico, no tenia nada aparentemente en mi vientre, bueno, no habia embrión 😟😟
For those of us who are already mothers, and are not looking for a pregnancy, because we are even taking care of ourselves, having a delay is chaos, and that's how it all started, because I wasn't looking for it, Chris was 3 years old and honestly I didn't see myself with a new baby!!! But God always has better plans for us
And after that delay I decided to take the test, and it was positive, of course I accepted it, I did not take as long as in my first pregnancy because thank God I have by my side a man who after Chris made me more than clear that he is a wonderful father! So the next step was to go to the doctor to check if everything was ok, but what was an illusion, turned into crying again, because when I arrived that day to the doctor, I had nothing apparently in my belly, well, there was no embryo 😟
No les puedo explicar lo rara que me sentí, era una mezcla entre "bueno, igual no estaba preparada" y "que horrible no poder concebir correctamente" era muy extraño, me sentí hasta incompleta, muy raro la verdad, pero por suerte fuí a un buen doctor que ya habia tenido casos similares incluso, y antes de indicarme cualquier cosa, sin darme esperanzas tampoco, me dijo "vamos a esperar una semana" a ver como marcha todo y ahi tomamos una decision
I can't explain how strange I felt, it was a mix between "well, maybe I wasn't ready" and "how horrible not being able to conceive properly" it was very strange, I even felt incomplete, very strange indeed, but luckily I went to a good doctor who had already had similar cases, and before telling me anything, without giving me hope either, he told me "let's wait a week" to see how everything goes and then we made a decision.
Ni se imaginan lo ETERNA que se me hizo aquella semana, pero pasaban los dias y mi mamá estaba preocupada, mi hermana tiene muchos contactos en el area de la salud y me pidio le consultara, asi lo hice y ella contactó a varios medicos del hospital y uno de ellos le dió un diagnóstico mediocre,. Porque ni siquiera me vio, y le dijo "que se venga el lunes para hacerle curetaje" yo entré en panico, sabia por boca de mi madre lo doloroso que esto puede ser, pero aun cuando nadie creía que se podia formar mi bebe, nosotros decidimos esperar!!
You can't imagine how ETERNAL that week became for me, but the days went by and my mother was worried, my sister has many contacts in the health area and asked me to consult her, so I did and she contacted several doctors at the hospital and one of them gave her a mediocre diagnosis. Because she did not even see me, and told her "to come on Monday to do a curettage" I panicked, I knew from my mother how painful this could be, but even though no one believed that my baby could be formed, we decided to wait!
Llegó el tan anhelado dia, y para mi grata sorpresa AHI ESTABA MI BEBE😍😍😍 nos pusimos muy felices, hubo lagrimas de emocion, y nervios por supuesto, pero estabamos felices con la noticia! !
The long awaited day arrived, and to my pleasant surprise THERE WAS MY BABY😍😍 we were very happy, there were tears of emotion, and nerves of course, but we were happy with the news! !
A lo que quiero llegar con todo este post es que a veces me pongo a pensar ¿Y si le hubiese hecho caso a ese medico y con el curetaje me hubiese perdido la oportunidad de tener a esta preciosa bebe?
What I am getting at with this whole post is that sometimes I think to myself, what if I had listened to that doctor and with the curettage I would have missed the opportunity to have this precious baby?
No saben lo agradecida que estoy con Dios, y con ese medico que me motivó a esperar una semana mas, mas escuchar los latidos de quien en vuelta de unos meses se convertiria en la princesa de la casa😍😍
You don't know how grateful I am to God, and to that doctor who motivated me to wait one more week to hear the heartbeat of the one who in a few months would become the princess of the house😍😍😍.
Ema es una niña preciosamente energica, que aunque a veces me saca canas verdes, es lo mas chiquito de mi vida y tenerla con nosotros es maravilloso, ella vino a enseñarnos sin duda es poder de saber esperar💓
Ema is a beautifully energetic girl, that even though she sometimes brings me green hair, is the smallest thing in my life and having her with us is wonderful, she came to teach us without a doubt the power of knowing how to wait💓
Fotos de mi propiedad
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Photos of my property
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