I didn't care whether our first child was a boy or a girl when my wife was pregnant. I was so excited about being a father. I'm doing my best to be the best father I can be for my children. Provide them with the necessary needs, knowledge, protection, and role models are my main purpose on daily basis. Their smile, laugh, and a good night's sleep is all excellent daily achievements to be proud of. It's 230 days of uncertainty. My body, mind, and soul struggling in a great battle to stay in the right condition so I can fight all day dealing with uncertainty.

I want a miracle to happen, I want my son's illness cured just like that with no details that can be explained of what happened. I want he don't have to go through ATG. There is nothing I want in this entire universe other than Ray's healing. I want it so bad. I want it to happen. That's the best gift for me. I don't want anything else.

Jesus, You’re with us though you are not seen,
we know that you stay by our side.

Jesus, You love us more than we could know,
and you feel each tear that we cry.

Jesus, we trust you to take hold of our hands,
until Ray is well and recovered

Jesus, You promise to comfort and care,
until we are laughing and playing again.

Thank you, Jesus.

In Jesus's name, we pray.
Amen!

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