Hello everyone in this awesome community! I am somsome17. Today I went out with my baby Jason. I have not really gone out since I got married and since I gave birth to my baby Jason. It’s been one stressful day at work after another; I have been really bored and stressed out from all the work and motherhood, and I have never really had the time to go out to relax. Not even a thought of it.
I really miss going out with the girls on girls' nights and having single time out. I miss being at home all day doing nothing, just scrolling on my phone and laughing out loud while reading text messages from boys on my phone. 💑 I miss keeping my glass full till the morning light; man, I miss gossiping about boys with my girlfriends and blushing when the boy I am crushing on says hi.
Oh, how time flies! I miss every bit of my younger self... But there comes a point in life when all we really need is peace of mind and someone special to make us happy. Someone to look up to us and be proud, someone to be proud to call us their role models. And I am loving every bit of my motherhood self.
I love the feeling of reproducing someone who looks so much like me. Someone I care for... Seeing my little Jason happy makes me happier than even when I was my younger self. I feel fulfilled, I feel loved, I feel responsible. Whenever he smiles, there is this certain feeling I get... I feel so many butterflies in my stomach. This feeling is just like when I was still a little girl seeing my crush for the very first time. But I get these feelings for him each time I see him and each time I hold him. Today, instead of going out with the girls like I usually do, I decided to take myself and baby Jason out to the poolside. Believe me, it was fun. Instead of talking about stuff that would do me harm, I just spent more time with him and played with him. Me being with him also makes him happy, and I love the way we are bonding.
This outing with Jason is the best outing I have ever had. I can't wait for the next outing with my baby Jason. 💋
[All pictures are mine]