My Adrenalin level these days is decided by Raag's naps. The moment he sleeps, I have an adrenalin rush. As if it's just this moment and then my life is going to end, so make the most of it. He has grown really naughty now, high on temper, and wants what he wants. He would literally lie on the floor, shout and beat himself up if I wouldn't give him what he wants. And honestly, I don't give him that thing and let him cry. He's 1.5 years now and sleeps very little. He wakes up in the morning around 7 AM, plays continuously, and then sleeps around 1 PM for just 1 hour 😞 And I literally wait for that one hour every day. Because that's when I can do other things. The only respite to me is that he sleeps early in the night, around 9 PM and then I have some good 3-4 hours to myself.
What have I been doing when I get an adrenalin rush. See!
Ordered this laptop sleeve for my laptop.
Ordered this new in fashion fancy pair of denims.
Ordered these canvas paintings for my empty white wall.
Ordered these blocks for Raag to keep him busy.
And I still have so many items in my cart that I am going to order very soon 😄
This is the worst kind of adrenalin rush. Just to feel better, I have been shopping so badly, spending a lot of money.
While I know this is wrong, this is the only thing that's keeping me sane right now. All I wish now is for my house help to come back soon. She said she would come this week. The week has already started and I hope she comes now. Else my bank balance would go in negetive, LOL.
This blog, too, came out of an adrenalin rush 😋 So kindly bear with me 😛
