My phone doesn't ring. It rings, but, I wouldn't know unless I am working on it at the moment. I allowed it this way so I don't get jerked off in the middle of sleep. It has a way of getting me startled. So, I would know someone is calling if the flashlight blinks or I have it in handy.
This evening, I was having an evening nap, after following through with all the tasks I set for myself. Somehow, I turned on the bed and was almost blinded by the light indicating I had a call. It's already dark, so the light will be obvious. I recognize that light, so, I stretched to get a hold of my mobile device. I couldn't find it anywhere close to me, then, I remembered, I had set it far away from me. This was supposed to help me sleep, if not, I'll still be fiddling it. Therefore, I had to lazily drag myself out of bed and answer my call.
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The human at the other end wanted a video forwarded to him, and at one point, I was upset, he got me out of sleep for this. I sleepily forwarded the video to him, and while I was doing it, my neighbor inspired me to write this. Right around the corner of my house, I heard a song, playing on my neighbor's Bluetooth device.
The title of the song is Medicine by Jaywills. The song reminded me that today is international women's day, and I have to celebrate myself. I had celebrated my mum in the morning. This evening, this song spoke right into my heart and I am moved to make a post celebrating me. I'll turn myself into a personality so I can give you a better perspective. Therefore, I'll address myself as "she".
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No, I can't pretend anymore, she is my medicine, she has gone to the ends of the world for me. I know I can act and whine for things like a child and she always made sure I had them. She never complains, as long as it will make me happy, she'll do it.
I stress her on a daily, weekly, monthly, and yearly basis, asking for a lot of things. I would tell her, I want to be good at a particular thing, and she will start working endlessly to make it a reality. She doesn't mind. I might wake up, I tell her, I am bored, I want something different, she will let me have it. All through the process, she stays, without murmuring. She turns into anything I want.
For instance, I had already told you about my music journey. It's one of those things I had asked of her. And she moved with me to make sure I had a good voice. She took the voice training with me. She worked hard for me until I was satisfied.
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After that, I asked her, to join me to learn Needlework and crocheting, she agreed. She put in quite a large amount of time, learning the process with me. She didn't mind putting in the time and getting sore thumbs at the beginning. She followed through, until, I understood the basics.
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Later on, I asked to be well versed in the act of cake baking and decorations. She accepted, she worked with me to learn the techniques, and extended to learn other snacks that are baked with ovens. Until I was satisfied she stayed. I asked to learn to clean and launder, she moved with that impulse. And a lot more.
The humans inside of me have been my partner in everything. She has taught me how to persevere in the face of obstacles, and hard times. She is my queen and I need no other. I can't pretend anymore, I have no idea what I would have been or who I would have become if she didn't have my back.
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She has gone to the ends of the earth for me. She taught me self-reliance. She taught me to be me, and how to get things done if I wanted it so badly. She taught me to live life without excuses, to always reach for things, and see where it leads. She taught me to take up new challenges, and explore the possibility of gaining something new.
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If there is someone who I am supposed to be celebrating today, it's her. And I am using this medium to thank her for always having my back. I am thanking her for staying strong for me. For allowing the universe to use her to help me accomplish better and amazing feats. I am forever grateful to have her. She is my role model. And I am in love with her. I am deeply in love with me. This is a love post for myself.
Thanks for reading ❤️