Mornings! I actually feel back into my ballance. Surprisingly quickly if you ask me, but hey, I'm not complaining at all. I know me, and that's all that matters. The rest - energies. xD
This number really buggs me though, as I have not even nearly came up with the 1k day plan just yet. But I feel like I really should have it, if I wish to get my shit together by the age of 35.
I'll see if I can sit down with it this evening after work. I have some ideas as to the desired results, but will have to map out at least an energetical road map towards those goals.
Curiously - zero deep sleep tonight. Well, that's specific. And new.. Not quite sure what to make of it.
I did dream though. About work. Being at the office and one of the screens having been "upgraded" to a weird rather small grey one, and not all systems working properly as of a result.
No frustrations or anything like that on my part, just wanting to adapt, get all the systems back and running and make it work to the best of abilities.
By the time I had to wake up, most of it was fixed and ready for some actual work.
The the symbolism of the narrowed view on work due to this "new upgrade" and the "forces" behind that, has not been lost on me. No blame, no shade, just adapting, fixing my own ish and continuing my work.
I was really trying not to read into that, but my subconscious was way too straight forward with this one. You know, something that "on a paper" sounds like an upgrade but in actuality is just a minor set back and an inconvenience. xD
No disrespect though. Don't mind me, I'm just here doing my work.
Have a magical, happy, prosperous, love-filled life/day! ^^
I'll carry any pain you neglect for you. Pain is an old friend of mine, we go way back. I'll make art out of it. It's what I do. It's my work.
~Josie~