Im not a fan of watching but Im open to new experience and learnings.So Im very picky with what Im gonna watch.There must be something profound about it for me to decide to watch it. I do research before I watch anything and I hate hyped shows that are not even worth it.
I'm not really into esoteric knowledge but since I have a lot of time when the lockdown happened. I tried reading and researching about it since in statistical point of view there are profound results from it. There are also some realizations that we can apply in our life.
So I checked my natal chart(Im talking about sidereal).In my d-9 chart which is the chart that shows the inner workings of the rashi chart(birth chart). I have sun in Purva Bhadrapada Nakshatra.And so I searched for documentaries about it.
I do resonate with some of the themes in the two documentaries above and Im still in the process of checking every show that has been included.
But so far Breaking bad does resonate with my own inner workings.Ive been experiencing Dark Night of the Soul for quite a long time now.And learning control as a form of freedom is such a big impact to me.I'm still undergoing some changes I would like to believe that I overcame the hurdles from the past though I know that there are lots of things that are yet to come.But my new found awareness in myself gives me the strength, so even if I was to choose to repeat the past.I will still choose to to repeat the things happened to me before.
I added the two documentaries for you to understand the reason why I resonate with it and Breaking Bad is also explained in the first video.More than anything else the philosophy that runs in the show is the outmost reason why I root for it.How our wants for certain things might be the reason for the destruction of our soul.Money might be something of value but we have to understand that like anything else its just a tool not a destination. We need to always check our own motivation in doing things cause if not it might asked for something that we dont want to sacrifice, Our Family, Our loved ones, Our soul.
I think it is very relevant today, since capitalism has been a part of our society nowadays.Fame is easy to reach via social media, wanting it though the person doesn't have the foundation of grounded knowing of thyself, so outside forces are easy to penetrate the individual. To be influenced, the individual needs to allow it to influence him/her. Just like in Breaking Bad, The protagonist was influenced by money, triggered by the fact that he needs it for the surgery for cancer. But in the process he was possessed by it.
It also happens to us, without us realizing it.We are into the law of attracting things we want, we pray for it so vigorously and yet we didn't even asked ourselves if we are even ready to receive the gift that we asking.I know these topics are deep but what is a little bit of dive in a world full of shallowness.
I hope you like it!