This is not an introduction. Just words on a page.

I don't want to care anymore.

I don't want to make you like me.

I don't want you to dislike me.

I just don't want to spend anymore energy being worried.

Being afraid.

At this age, it's time to move forward.

I miss my teenage depression. I miss the sorrow. I miss that unique shade.

I'd like to write again. I write a lot but nothing I want to write.

I haven't written anything I've wanted to write in over 20 years.

I really don't remember how.

I'm going to remember though. I'll find perspective.

I just really don't want to care anymore.