I should not be forgiven, even if I change. I've done wrong too many times. Any dumb error (not a major one) can be forgiven once. I don't learn, but I should. I don't. That's what happens with a stubborn thick head like mine: too much bone and not enough functional brain. Wonder if that's kept the concussions from being as bad as they could've been, or made them worse. Metaphor or not, I can only imagine the effects being worse based on my behaviors and very, extremely rational thinking.