Yes... It was the first time i started working but I'm not young anymore.
how stupid is it starting late?
I never worked because I was stupid and lucky to have parents who allowed me to only focus on studying.
Are you good at studying? Sadly, only at math and chemistry. When I studied hard for the exams, I used to ace on those exams only on math or chemistry. What about the other subjects? Little below average. What? Yes , it is even belower than the average.
How can that happen? Because I did not study that believing I'm smart and just satisfying with scores that I aced on what I really like and good at, the math.
Everything is related with money in this world even you like it or not.
Wait, before we talk about those for the next future days, is it because i'm smart that I could ace on math or chemistry related exams? Maybe not. Why? Because when I study, I don't eat the food only to full focus on what i'm studying. As you know, taking a lot of food makes you sleep or distrupt your focus towards whatever you are doing.
I used to study before 2 or 3 days of the exam hours but for those 48 or 72 hours, I give up sleeping or taking food except taking nuts to fully focus on and take responsibility of what I deserved. We all know there was no need to overnight if you or I started studying earlier , not starting the first chapter of exam slides before less than 50 hours of exams.
Thats what I deserved so I give up taking food or going sleep to payback for my laziness. Mostly at those times, I start studying first chapter thinking it as it will be my life's last opportunity to study , thinking it as the last time then I aced it or got highest scores in school history specially when the exam materials are related with chemistry or the math.
Do you expect to go sleep at the moment of fights in the war? No..
Do you expect to eat food on times at the war? No...
You don't have to push yourself like I'm pushing but whatever that is, if you have to do that, then think it as your last chance just like in the middle of the war and only focus on that to survive at that war.
Whatever that is, then I'm quite sure you will win it or even get surprised with your results for your best shot.
If you lost that war, then get prepared and use it as an opportunity to learn why you lost and how to prepare it for the next war, to become a winner at the future's war.
At least you could have learned it way more than you expected even you lost the war. Don't just blow it up and regret like past version of 'me' who's writing.
My life is war at these days but since I never expected these situations, I'm did not prepare it and just like studying for the exam at the day before the exam,
I'm going to make tiny steps but cumulating at the same time even it takes some time, to grab and win on the war that I'm in.
Thanks for making me get learned and make tiny steps toward becoming a winner in the wars in my life.
Sincerely hope you become a winner in your war in your life too even it takes longer.
When you want to give up, come here and support or get some energy from me since I'm at the middle of the biggest war in my life at this period but I will not give up but rather die instead of giving up. Thanks. Hope you do not have a good day but.......Sincerely hope you have a great day.
Thanks.
Hope to see you soon.