You enjoy writing, and it gives you clarity and peace. Also, there is an incentive to write. It's an enjoyable activity for you instead of work.

I think you are stuffing crypto for a rainy day and hope that rainy day never comes.

Your mindset is that 10-15-20 years from now, you can do hive + ecosystem(splinterlands) full time when you are retired.

Your view of crypto is long-term, not what you can make daily, so you can quit your job or supplement your current income but to create an additional income or maybe leave a small crypto fortune for your daughter.