I was scrolling for a post on Hive platform where I found community named as "Weekend Experiences" where there were following questions for weekly write up.
What is you didn't need to sleep?
What if you didn't have electricity?
What if you could erase memories?
What if you could have an affair?
What if you had to choose?
I choose last question because I am lost in past then now I better know about my selection in case of people around me.
Selection from Best friends:
Many people have many friends according to their taste and temperament. Similarly I also had many friends in my college life. But it is reality I have few friends that can be counted. If I have to choose from my best friends then I shall choose Faiz from male Gender because it is my thinking females are scared for sacrifice although I can be wrong.
If I came to know I shall not see my best friend again in my life, then what will be my choice?
This question is weird because I didn't have anything to lose after death of my grandma. My friends are also my family so I hardly have a choice to say goodbye to someone permanently. But we all know, there is nothing permanent. We all have to leave either early in our life or we have to leave late in our life. When time is fixed so we have to enjoy friendship and good time with people for whom our whole life is little gift to replace their love and self esteem. I had spent 5 years with my friends in college. We celebrated each event togather, we grew togather and we made our days memorable together. After all of these things above question asked by me. Everytime it was too hard to say goodbye or see off permanently to these beloved people. But it is world I had done even I didn't want.
Faiz has special place in my heart. His tale body and jokey words are my fun source. He was all time with me in enjoyment, in sorrows and in sacrifices. He is more than my best friend. When I shall be at age of 50+ then a man needed his or her own company. At this age, I shall say to eliminate it from my life.
(Faiz a best friend and blessing of God during my Medicine Doctor Graduation)
Impacts on my Life after this decision:
My father helped me by capturing my finger how to walk on roads of the world. My mom helped me what words I had to speak in front of people. My siblings helped me how to show kinda behavior to innocent people. Surely If I had to lose her, then following impacts will ruin my life.
My life will become bored because I need his little jokes to keep smile on my face.
My study level will drop to zero because he always discuss with me different topics even about life.
I shall be demotivated when I consider him minus from my life.
My all assignments will remain blank as he always helped me in composing.
My life will be tough as he always assisted me in fighting challenges of life.
Even It looked my life will be stopped without him. A good friend is blessing of God. Friends make our life amazing and give us lesson from their experience. I hope my friend will always with me. But unfortunately I shall eliminate him then I have to face above complications in my life.
Don't be sad after reading my emotions because I believe on truth. My friends are my life so I can't imagine life without them. But a man is known by his nature of taking decisions. It will be good decision to leave my best friend when he will be so ill and no other option except to pray and see off for another Journey with termination of life.