As I read you, my Nonna comes to mind. My grandma worked for the government her whole life, and now she depends on the family to survive (because living here is no longer feasible) There are many people like that, but that's life everywhere in the world—unjust, but life nonetheless.

And yes, it’s hard not to be overwhelmed by negative thoughts, while positive ones are scarce. But at least we can still fight and change our situations. There are many things against us, yes, but being negative is not the way to go. You are one of those people who radiate positivity, one of the few who still manages to smile despite the difficulties of our situation, and I hope you achieve everything you need to improve as you wish 🤗