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So I was extremely bored and I decided to just take an imaginary walk around peoples blogs.
And I'm very glad I did because I've been missing out on so much fun....
So many questions were posed and I really wish I could answer them all but as usual in life you have to be decisive, originally I went with "The Kiss", wrote a whole post about it but then I realized that this was what I wanted to put out there;
***Assuming one of the following things had to happen, would you prefer to have someone read your secret diary, go through the photos on your phone, or check your computer's browser history?****
One would think I would have learnt my lesson about keeping a diary when my mother found mine five years ago and read it. Typically, I wrote all about a boy I liked, not the smartest move I might add because up till today she still talks about it. Funny thing is that I went from writing his name in full caps to not even knowing where he is.
I can't particularly say I didn't learn my lesson because now I keep a digital diary. If I counted correctly in my head, it has four locks so if one happens to stumble across it on my phone and they think they've found a way to discover my deepest darkest secrets then they are at a wrong.
I have a lot of thoughts, there are some specifically that I can only share with myself. They are not that bad but it's not every single thing that I would want the world to know. Everyone had their secrets.
Next going through my photos, could I permit this?.
When I introduced myself on this platform, I said I am the most awkward when it comes to taking pictures. My phone gallery is filled with awkward pictures of myself alongside screenshots of memes and videos of food I save but never ever attempt to cook.
On more than one occasions, friends have taken my phone to go through my gallery. I always take my phone back because I'm not comfortable with someone seeing the silliest part of me. I mean I'm right in front of you, why are you still looking for my face on my phone?, Lol
Finally checking through my browsing history. I'm going to go straight to the point and say no to this. Why?, Because my browsing history is really not bad, just simply embarrassing.
I will give you a preview;
✓What will be the colour of my pee when I have a deadly disease?
✓ Can headache kill?
✓How to induce the butterflies in my stomach effect
✓Ways to get a flat tummy without working out or cutting down on my food
✓Why doesn't my custard ever come out right?
These are just but a few.
So answering the question, if it comes down to picking between the three because it's a do or die affair, I would permit going through my photos but only for like five minutes. I don't think anyone would ever look at me the same if they read my diary and my browsing history is definitely not something I want people to freely have access to.
And I've learnt a very important lesson. Do not, I repeat, do not look up any symptoms you might be experiencing on the internet because even if you were not experiencing the symptoms of a heart attack, the internet would cause you to have one.
I do dare🌚...
I remember when I was different
When things were so much easier
Life didn't seem so chaotic
It was all so very simple
Now,
It feels like I've lost all the little pieces
Scattered and gone with the wind
I wish I could shout
But when I open my mouth
My ears are met with silence