In the past I already mentioned that I enjoy watching porn. So admitting that I enjoy masturbating is no longer such a big deal. I mean watching porn without masturbation would be just ~~wrong~~ weird. I doubt that anyone watches it for the script or scenery, right? How often do I do it? At times daily. At times go a few weeks without it. I think the longest time I had not done it was few months(?). The reasons why I masturbate are pretty simple and straightforward: I have working equipment but I don't have a girlfriend or a friend with benefits so I am am not getting any sex. At this point I am not sure when or if I will have a girlfriend/ friend with benefits. But having the right parts and not using them seems like a waste. So I masturbate. It also helps me relax and enjoy the moment.

Impactful songs

In the past I told you a story about how I wanted to travel to a different corner of the world just to meet a girl from another country. And how it was not meant to be. Well during that time I also naively believed that Strangers in the night perfectly describes our situation. That after meeting we will be together forever. At some point I even meemorized that song. That is not something I often do. At times I listen to music but I never have desire to learn songs words. Now I am well past naive hopes I had in the past so this song is no longer that sad to me but it still reminds me of what could not happen.

Unlike ,,Strangers in the night'' this song doesn't have a story why I like
it. I just enjoy everything about it. The music, song's words... For some reason it works really well and almost always makes me feel better.

Pleasure hunting.