Life is full of tough choices and sometimes the best one is the hardest. In your case, providing for your family and having to travel away to do so, I can totally understand how sad that makes you feel and how much you're wish to change it. We must all do the things that are required though, no matter how difficult.
Thank you for sharing this personal story and for supporting the #weekend-engagement concept.
RE: Weekend-Engagement: The best decision I will be making