I read your story and I feel it also my story definitely these sad endings are irreparable losses as well as death itself that comes relentlessly. inevitable and non-transferable.
I am so sorry for your loss, I invite you to move forward with those you still have by your side and without fear to continue enjoying life, which at the end of time is one.
Have a good Monday.
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