""You can be beautiful at 30,charming at 40 and irresistible
for the rest of your life"
-Coco Chanel-
Wisdom and Understanding
¿Qué edad te gustaría tener si tuvieras la capacidad de elegir un punto determinado de tu vida, pasado o futuro, y por qué?
Here I am again... Sometimes I admit that I am absent, that I pause, because I need to find myself again; to breathe my own air to keep going.
I can't publish just for "duty", it is necessary for me to use my publications to heal myself, to "publish with purpose" and to deliver to this community my weekend commitment, from love and without appearances.
A few years ago I felt that death could reach me, I understood that it can really come at any time, what a curious truth? It was right there that I understood.
"Time passes inexorably, that it is a vital cycle in my life," that I must enjoy each time, each instant, and I will never know when the last day will be (although it sounds cliché).
Today is Saturday and enjoying spending time with me, I woke up tasty, delicious? (laughs)
My current age has given me the courage to feel so good about myself that I no longer try to fit in with anything, or anyone and it feels so RE good.
Today I woke up! oh God! I show me loyalty and conviction.
I have decided to believe, be and experience, no matter how many times I was wrong, I have even learned to be told "NO!"
I have nothing left but to live full and happy like Frozen! Free I am fredom! No strings attached.
It is divine to be able to live life without fear of what others will say, to live life our way and not the way others want.
That's how beautiful it is! That today as every day I feel good, the same as always, I feel beautiful ...I just let my femininity illuminate, my pure beauty as a woman, my sensuality and my own essence.
It is logical to understand that we all like the freshness and youthfulness of life, but nothing ever compares to the richer essence of maturity.
In this stage of my life in which I am discovering myself, I know that every solution to any situation is in myself, even if I don't want to accept it sometimes.
I am an adult woman, mature and I accept myself as I am from the inside out and the other way around: beautiful, attractive, honest, beautiful, sensual, without sorrows or fears; above all, so natural that I shine even when I am sad.
No man should ever compare a young woman with a mature woman, because each one has her natural beauty.
In this time I live in, my age is not magic, the magic is me, my being, my essence, my energy, the emotions I awaken in my environment with a simple smile that is not faked, it is simply the way it is, she is divine, they would say ...!
I am like that and even more, I am not won over by youth because I already know it, nor do I deceive, nor do I deceive myself with false illusions.
I am a real woman, a woman of teaching, learning, not only because I am a teacher specialized in my area of human talent, but also because I teach those around me to live from my experience and with the love that I carry inside; that spreads joy and transmits peace.
Why do I choose this age?
Because nothing is perfect in my eyes, not even myself. So I accept myself as I am, because I am human and sometimes I look at myself in the mirror and I criticize myself "if I were skinnier"; "if I had money to have a nose job, or buttocks, or whatever, I would not like it".
But also when I have hit rock bottom (and believe me, it has been hard). The same when I feel left over. Or happy and grateful.
And of course I've felt sad, anxious, worried or uncertain (many, many times).
It is healthy to live each emotion and also to learn how to manage them. (I have learned this and I am still learning; moreover, my whole life is not enough to tell me, I know them all; I just live this age and that's it.
I do not consider myself better than anyone else, but I recognize that I have special gifts and talents that God gave me. I am not interested in success or being recognized.
I have what I have and it is worth the happiness, the recognition of who I am and how much I am worth.
This is my powerful statement every day "Alone or with a husband; with or without material things to show off. I fulfill an extraordinary life mission."
If I have learned anything well, in this now, it is that moments in life are unique and unrepeatable and even if I relive them again they will not be the same. They may be even better; but never the same.
Today I am and tomorrow I don't know; each birthday is a day less, not a day more. (Be careful with this, we confuse it).
Stop counting the years; as long as I am healthy I live with energy; with joy, with gratitude, one day at a time, and in every situation I look for opportunities to believe, to create, to communicate, to learn, to educate.
I remember to smile and be happy; it is not cliché; it is true that happiness is within me. So I don't look for it elsewhere.
I am simply what I want to be, I try to be my best version and even age as my parents who are enjoying their 80+ years each have done. They are an example for me to follow in my life.
I am living intensely what I have left to live, I write philosophizing a little when my thoughts put together the pieces of this wonderful work built with experiences of different shades in the path of time.
I can be different and equally beautiful, just as I am; even being more real than usual.
May I live the joy I have of living moments in each season of my age, to continue inspired, motivated in the current 60 and more, to treasure them in my heart and in my cell phone memory; to live in fullness for what is yet to come... time to time!
At the end of the day, I have learned that the good moments, you have to look for them and if necessary, fight for them, because the difficult moments come on their own and enter life uninvited.
May we all have the best possible weekend; rumba, party, awareness, prayer, meditation or rest.!But may it be the best!
Thank you all very much for reading me this far,
and making me feel confident to continue writing.
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