for this picture from our Camiguin trip I recently read the topic of Weekend-Experience this week and two topics caught my interest 😆 but knowing the rules to only blog one I come to decide I'll choose number 3 about seduction instead ~
STORY TIME
This friend of mine, let's call her "han" there was a time she shared how she wanted to go to Camiguin island since it was summer at that time, I also shared how I got to experience going to the place because my cousin's family used to live there, then it was perfect timing that my uncle asked the family to have a vacation again to Camiguin; him treating the family from transportation to accommodation and foods ~ then I thought of my friend han who wanted to have a vacation in the said place, so I also invited her and she met all my family as well. fast forward ~One night, when we are all resting and having fun beside the beach in a tent while having a beer, she was starting to get clingy, maybe because of the alcohol in her system, she already shared how she wanted to do it with me, but I was reluctant because I never had any experience with seggs that time.
Moreover, I don't wanna do it with her when she has a lover herself, when we were alone in the tent and about to sleep, she was motioning to kiss me but I avoided her, I feel bad for rejecting her but I don't wanna commit a sin, it was already bad enough her lover was acting jealous of us bonding together, I want a clean conscience that time. anyways~
She got tired from the chase we did inside the tent and by chase I mean, I was circling around to avoid her 😅 but she just requested for me to stay still and she would hug me, I didn't mind it so I let her. I like her too but I just can't imagine doing it with her. I'm still innocent back then though I understand her needs at that time, now that I'm no longer innocent I wonder ~ if she was single back then, would I do it with her? HAHAHA MAYBE 😆😏
anyways lets go back to the question ~
To seduce or to be seduced?
I'd actually go for to be seduced, I don't mind a friend throwing themselves at me, as long as they tell me their intentions or ask permission about it, so I can be mentally prepared to decide whether I'd do it with them or not, but you know I'm just saying this because I'm single and mingling as of the moment, but when I'm committed I'd be loyal to my partner and won't consider sleeping with other people.
Also, the reason why I didn't pick to seduce is that I don't like getting rejected, I'm more into getting ordered around of what they want me to do with them, if it's the person I like then I'd be down for it (as long as I'm single) but If I can't imagine doing it with that person, I'll reconsider it, since doing it should be mutually understood between two people.