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As sweet as love is, it can be more bitter if you fall for the wrong person. If you think love can make you float in the air just know it doesn't take anything for it to make you drop down in the thrash within the blink of an eye. Loving someone is the most beautiful experience you can ever feel, you will feel like the most luckiest person on Earth most especially if the person you are in love with give you a listening ear to whatever you have to complain but damn, I hurt like hell when you find out it is all facade.
I've been there so I can tell you just how it feels, I love this guy and I thought he love me as I do not knowing the man I know is just a mask, and the real him was hiding behind the mask. The relationship last for three years or so but suddenly he changed drastically.
The person that always called me first in the morning did not do it again, I thought it was normal maybe he was busy, when I called him he will tell me that he will call me back that he is busy. He came to my place and I saw someone else phone with the picture of a lady in it and I asked him whose phone it is, he said it is his sister's friend's phone, she wanted him to help her repair it.
After some time, there is no improvement so I went to his place, when I got their I was complain to him that I'm not feeling fine but he doesn't seem to care at all even though I was just faking it and that is when I asked him why he was doing like that , where is the man that always listening patiently to my complain and always tell me everything will be alright, where is that man who always encourage me that tomorrow will be better than today.
After saying everything the only reply he can give me is that he was tired and when I asked him what he was tired of what, he said he was tired because I did not leave his life, to say I was hurt is understatement, everything we share together was gone, it suck life out of me, I felt hurt, my heart was in pain but I couldn't say anything and just left his house.
I should have known he was nothing but a liar when he introduced me to someone as his cousin. I try to act strong but deep down I was emotionally break down and I'm physically drained. I was served my breakfast in a hard way.
I felt lonely and traumatized, I know he doesn't care but I can't help it, that is when I know that it is not that love hurt, what hurt the most is loving the wrong person. I decided not to love again but when I meet the right person I fell in love again.
This is my participation in the weekend-engagement week #148, thanks to for this great initiative.
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