The foolish act of smoking to gain a higher position in society when I was young

Greetings dear Hivers! How are you? I hope you are enjoying beautiful weekend with beloved once. After two weeks I'm back with Weekend-Engagement topics: WEEK 274 who are continuously hosting interesting topics each week Hive account@galenkp. Among the few topics he presented, I chose one Are you foolish, or have you ever been? Explain. because it was relevant to me. As humans, we commit various foolish things in this short period of our lives, and most of them are committed during childhood and adolescence. In fact, the beginning of that great foolishness that I committed occurred 25 years ago. At that time, I was studying in grade 10 of school, and I was living alone without socializing with many people. Even though my parents told me to go to the store to bring the necessary supplies to the house, I was reluctant to leave the house. Since I was staying in my room at home, even my relatives told me that I was a girl. Because of this, I was under great psychological pressure at that time. I was also labeled as a girl in the classroom. That is why I thought of committing suicide because I was not mature enough mentally.

So I was thinking of teaching a good lesson to these funny jokes from family members, relatives and friends. At that time, there was a group of young people in the town where we lived who were afraid of many people and who were a disgrace to the elders. I also paid a ransom demanded by them once. Somehow, I joined that gang that was a hindrance to society with the idea of ​​giving an answer to the ridicule of my relatives. Although there was a strong dislike in the society towards that group of young people, no one influenced them due to their fear. Since they engaged in bad deeds like attacking innocent people and extorting money, I also committed such mistakes.

Although I did not join that bad gang and engage in criminal activities, I became addicted to smoking and alcohol during my childhood. Although I initially had a severe cough when smoking cigarettes, later on, when I got used to it, such problems did not arise. Starting with two to three cigarettes a day, I started smoking more and more. Day by day, I became physically weaker, and my interest in education also decreased. Although I fell behind in studying, I passed the exams. Although I did not have money to buy cigarettes and alcohol in those days, I bought them with the extortion money of the gang. Spending all the income I earned while finishing my education and working was a serious matter.

The solution of revenge, which was a challenge to the ridiculous joke made by my relatives, turned me into a fool. The time when I could have developed a handsome body, the time when I could have developed good educational qualifications, was destroyed by the smoking monster. Fortunately, none of our gang was addicted to drugs like heroin or ice. It took another 14 years to realize that the path I chose to correct the ridiculous statements was wrong. I feel now how much money and time I wasted. Somehow, after a few years, I made the opportunity within myself to come to the right path. See you with another beautiful explanation of the topic.

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