"Anonymous admiration".
After going back and forth countless times in my thoughts and in my recursion, I have decided to write you these lines. You know, you have left a mark on me; you enveloped me with your being, disrupting my calmness and serenity.
Your manly essence emanates energy, vitality and security; where there are no poses or eagerness to fulfill stereotypes. My heart yearns to unite its beat with yours, until the sunset of time. You are worthy of admiration, with that unbridled iron will to succeed, just as you are a fervent defender of your convictions, expressed in the congruence between what you say and what you do. It is your integrity, probity and commitment that make me feel good by your side.
If you reciprocated, I would let my breath rest in your hands, you my painter of firmaments. You would be my orchard for me hope, of the necessary life, of the life that sings when you smile at me and bursts into lovely melodies. In the warm nights, full moon romances would be silk, in eternal horizons.
I suffer with the torment of not having you, I die without dying, with wounds that burn me and cause me pain. Labyrinth of emotions, harbors the current of hidden memories and nostalgic passions. I pass between muses and longings, in a perennial fluttering of butterflies.
I live trapped and gagged by silence, with the constant harassment of time. These lines are an exercise of liberation, to my feeling. You are a mixture of love and suffering. I fervently wish you to be the master of my days and nights. My feelings towards you, inhabit the turbulence of the confused temporality, which deeply disrupts my measure, sometimes I get lost in contradictions.
You have become indispensable to me, I can no longer hide and conceal what I feel, that is why this letter, expressing my desire to be by your side. Let us draw together new landscapes that allow us to weave anecdotes, in our journeys, with details that fill the soul. You are an undivided treasure, with magical and luminous force, that obfuscates and hallucinates my reason.
I want to be history in your life, my emptiness invokes you, my love calls you, my home awaits you.