Hello friends of the Weekend-experiences community, I hope you are well today. I was reading (a little late the proposals of the topics with which we could talk about in a publication) so I hope it is not too late because I really found the first question interesting. Going through my mind is like being in a labyrinth full of sides where you never know where you can end up, I am always thinking over and over again about anything and if I am worried I think about it more. However, I would like to describe one fear, one hope, one failure, one love and one hate.
Take us on a tour of your mind: Describe and explain one fear, one hope, one ambition, one failure, one love and one hate. Use your own photos.
We start with fear, which can paralyze me many times even though I am having more control of this situation. We all have fears, some bigger and some smaller, the thoughts are what make the fear intensify or not. In particular there is a fear for me that I believe is a normal human fear and that is the fear of seeing a loved one die. I know that we all have a time and an hour in which we will have to leave this world but the idea of thinking about the death of my parents or my siblings fills me with fear, sometimes I imagine life without them and I feel that I would be completely lost. It is something that I have to improve because I already went through the loss of my maternal grandmother who practically raised me, it was painful but at least I know that she did not suffer for a long time, but yes, that is my biggest fear.
Hope is the last thing to be lost, as they say in my country, we have experienced as a society a decline in values and respect for the very decadence of the country. It often seems that there is no solution, that there is no way out, that the future is uncertain and that it is scary to think that every year we will continue to endure the same problems. My hope is that although I do not know when things will get better, I know that nothing lasts forever and that the country will be even better than before and I hope to live to see that significant change that we so much desire and deserve.
We all make mistakes and have failures in our lives, for me the biggest failure is when I go against what I want, I feel that it is like a betrayal to myself, that I can become my own stone on the road and that it costs me many times to get up from the falls. Something that counts as a failure for me is getting lost in the hustle and bustle of what other people expect from me and not being able to be who I am, from my personality full of energy and positive attitude, which sometimes exhausts me because I feel that I can demand more from myself than I should.
I have not had great loves in my life in terms of any romantic relationship, but the love I feel for my family is what drives me to do my best. The love for my family is so great that I do my best to let them know that I love them and that with actions they realize that I am present for them as much as they have been for me and that no matter what happens or that we have some differences we can in the end respect each other and value our mutual support.
I feel that hate is a pretty strong word, loaded with situations that bring out the worst in any person, I do not know if I can say that I hate something but I certainly feel that sometimes injustices cause me so much noise that I get to feel hatred towards others, especially if they are people close to me or who once were part of my life. Also the injustices that I see every day in what happens in the world is something that at times makes me feel hatred for a part of humanity, but in the end I know that people who do evil will never do well and much less have the peace of a clear conscience.
I feel like I went a bit long with this post but I feel liberated and I thought it was a very good topic out of the many I have seen in the community. I'm glad to be able to tell part of my life and also read at the end of writing the post to realize how much I have overcome and matured. I would like to invite and
to respond to the next topics within the community. ❤️
Thanks for making it to the end of this post, I hope you liked it and I appreciate your support and your comments, I send you a big hug 🤗
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