"I wish I was invisible so I could..." [Week 136]

There comes a time in life for some of us when we just want some stability, a dog or cat and to be away from complaining.

Since I was little I have been inclined to be a solitary person. I enjoy my solitude, my space and my time. I long for that moment when I can go home and be alone.

I don't think I'm very good at performing in public and to be honest, I think I enjoy not being one.

That's why:

I would like to be invisible so I don't have to force myself to say hello to who I don't want to or don't feel like saying hello to.

To just walk without stopping, without looking sideways, ignoring what I want to ignore.

I would love to be it so that if my day is gray, I don't have to talk or answer anything that people need to attend to on my behalf.

Likewise I would love to be one because it would be part of the remedy against that negative pride that can sometimes lead human beings to give of themselves, but to be seen, acknowledged, approved and affirmed.

It also attracts me to be so I don't have to give explanations of why, where and when I did or said anything.

To do a thousand silly things like pouting and prancing without looking like I've lost my mind. Also, I would go down the street in my pajamas or home clothes, no matter what their condition.

It would be great to be able to walk around at night in the middle of a forest or a place, even if it's dangerous without fear of something hurting me.

I could actually stop being in many places and no one would notice. There I would continue to practice what life has taught me time after time, no one is indispensable.

God! Finally, I can say that this idea of being invisible is quite appealing to me, because, I am sure it would keep me safe, confident and calm, keeping away that person who sometimes causes me difficulties.... Me 💜