I remember having thick and shiny hair before. I always enjoy it when my Mom braids it, and I can go to school without those hairs scattering all over my face. The only problem I faced during those days was getting a lot of head lice and louse.
I remember crying too because it was too itchy on my head, but Mom had a solution for it every time it happened. Although it really takes a lot of time to resolve it, I'm always thankful that Mom has always had my back, taking care of it.
Anyway, something happened during high school that made my hair look like this, it did get damaged too. Lucky for me, my sister gifted me an early graduation gift, which is hair relaxing.
I really love it, and I am so thankful to her. I enjoyed having such beautiful hair at that time. Unfortunately, I failed to treat it better. I don't even use hair conditioner at that time as I find it a hassle, and then I always ponytail it too.
Because of that, the beautiful hair I once had slowly faded away. I am blaming myself for that, of course, if only I had treated my hair that time a little better, it would surely not have ended up like this ⊙﹏⊙.
Anyway, ever since, I am the one who always cuts my hair. What's the use of going to a salon if I can just do that work? It is more practical, and I always have the same hairstyle anyway. The only difference sometimes is how much hair I cut or the length of the hair I leave.
Sometimes, I only cut my hair after watching some easy hacks on how to cut this style of hair. Although I failed miserable sometimes and I always ended up regretting it, I am blaming that hack Kuno and myself for following it stupidly, lol.
Let me share the last hairstyle I had before I cut it. It's wavy and really looks okay in here, but don't be fooled. I can't even go outside without tying it because if I don't tie it, it will fly away like a bird so excited for it's freedom, like seriously! Lol.
This is me preparing to cut my hair again. I don't really have a plan to cut it, but during that time, the weather is just too hot, so having long hair is a big hassle for me. And my hand is so itchy to cut my hair. Do you know that feeling? Lol.
I think a trillion times before actually cutting it, seriously. And yeah, this is how I simply cut my hair. That is also the reason why I always ended up with uneven hair, lol. But who cares about that, as long as I don't have to spend a dime for it?
And tadaaaaaaan! At this point, this is where regret came rushing to me, lol. I cut it way toooo short that it became a problem how I was going to design it if I went outside. And I regretted it more after showering because my hair ended up looking like a bird nest!
Hahahaha, I'm laughing so hard at that time, but at the same time I also feel like crying, God! How the hell did it end so ugly like this? So different from the short hairstyle I often see on social media. I can't achieve those because, in the first place, I don't have smooth and silky hair.
Since then, going out with the kind of hair I have become a dilemma for me. Every DAY IS A BAD HAIR day, and I'm starting to get annoyed with my hair, even though it is me who brought this upon myself. I really hate it. That's why I decided to just wear a cap and a hoody jacket. Even if it's hot, I still wear a hoody just to hide it. What a fvcking mess!
I hate my hairstyle, but I still took lots of selfies. I mean, I can only look better on this, you know, and that is why, lol. I cut my hair on February 17, so it's been 4 months and 28 days already. That's like 148 days of suffering, but I can finally tie my hair now, so I have no problem with it now. I just couldn't do anything about its uneven length because that's how I cut it, lol. I really have to buy a new hair scissor.
And I don't want to cut my hair again just for that, so I just leave it like that. I have unique hair, that's what I just think, lol. Fooling myself at its finest, lolololol!
By the way, sorry for flooding this with my face. Hope you're still okay after reaching this far, lol. Thanks for reading minna!
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