My first love never goes as I really wanted. It all started back in my secondary school days, though I am one shy guy back then, very young and innocent guy but each time I remember how many first love ended back then, I always ask myself if I disrupt my own first love with shyness 🤔 or lack of boldness to approach a girl back then.
It was during my secondary school days when I came across a girl which happens to be my first love. I senior her for a year as she was in junior secondary school level one while I was in level two back then.
Our first meet back then was when both us are among the people selected to take part in quiz competition to represent our school in junior level. We started talking together and working things together since we are both representing our school, so we are told to all work together to be in top form for the upcoming quiz competition back then and that how the love began. Though I have been noticing her around my neighborhood that we both live in the same area and I have interest in her since the first time I saw her.
I believe that it was a love at first sight because I have interest in her on our first encounter and since then I have been thinking of approaching her but luckily for me, the quiz competition stuff brought us together sooner.
We started to home together, gist on our way back and she even sometimes help to carry books. She comes to my class and approach me stylish so that the other students won't be aware and I also do that as well. What I really hated about love is a one sided love but the fact that we both have feeling for each other make things easier for me.
Despite the fact that we both have feelings for each other and usually go back home together, I couldn't muster the courage to tell her that I love her and that's what exactly she is expecting from me. I don't know whether it's due to my shyness back then or my immature attitude that cost me to let me first love to weary away but I definitely know that I am the one at fault.
The funniest thing is that to my friends and her friends, they thought we're dating because we still help each other with some stuff and always went home together like we used to do but not until my last year at school when I told one of my friend about the situation. At first he couldn't believe it but that's just the fact. He advice me to do the needful but yet, I couldn't muster the courage to tell her and I think I have wasted much of her time.
After I graduated from school. I left the town for the city and I always call her and ask her about school stuffs. But one fateful day like that, I sat down and I thought to myself that what has really been holding me back since all this years to ask this girl out. The stupid courage is back after all this years, I laughed at myself 🤣🤣 .. I called her and told her how I felt towards her since all these years. But she said that she also has feelings for me back in our days and she waited for me to tell this but I couldn't since all this while. In short, she told me that it's too late that she has already have a guy in her life.
At first I was heartbroken because I don't have anyone am dating yet. But I blame myself for this and I knew that it's serves me well.
I later got married after some years to my soulmate and I am living happily with her. Though, we still get in touch with each other, but for just friends sake.
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