From the first day of life, until after death.

We grow up with that immeasurable family love, where you learn that if you start doing something in your life without love, you will never finish it.
That family love is what shapes you until you gradually understand life.

As the years go by, you begin to break down that love, whether for family, for friends, for studies, for animals, (which will be one of the most faithful loves we can have in life apart from our mother's).
Then we know the difference between admiration, affection and love.

I reached the stage where my heart felt sufficiently prepared and it was in a normal day of classes, in a hallway of the university, I knew how to differentiate that uncontrollable fluttering that my whole body felt, in that instant you feel that that special person came into your life, and you think you find that button that is missing in your heart, your better half, your other half, and you think that everything around you begins to float, time slows down. Then you believe that it is there, that the moment you had waited so long for has arrived and you enter that world full of desires and intense and unknown emotions, because we start believing that our life is missing a half.

Everything seems perfect, as if life were full of endless possibilities, but in reality you are entering to experience the naivety and illusion of love, letting yourself be carried away by the sad belief of an infinite future.

You build a life full of dreams, goals and illusions together with that person in whom you believe blindly and for years you have lived so many experiences, so many trips, so many plans, so many exciting daily joys together.

Not everything was as easy as it could be, but we tried as much as possible to make it work, living in your mind that you have an indestructible love, and you give everything you have inside you, so much that you do not see that you are left with nothing for yourself, because you keep believing that this person was your half half that was missing from your days, when really from giving so much of yourself, you are left with nothing inside, and you are beginning to feel what love really is NOT.

The relationship of many years is in ruins, you feel lost in the coarsest and darkest part of your being.
It is a feeling that is there inside and you feel that it is eating away at you, and you think that nothing can get you out of there, and you realize that when we misuse in our life what is the relationship we crash in this way so without return, because first we do not need any other half, no other half.

But just in that process that I was living something else happened to me, and it was that I could understand that there is no stronger pain than this one that surprised me shortly after having had that disappointment in love, and it was the hard departure of my father from this earthly plate to heaven.

It is just at that moment where you enter into an emotional abyss, you look in the mirror and you only see that you are a million fragments of you that are scattered miles away each piece of the other, and you discover that love can pain in exorbitant dimensions, and that love as much as you will always carry it in your mind and heart will always take a part of you with them that is irretrievable.

I began to see that the relationship that I thought was indestructible, had been overflowing little by little, where even betrayal was present and had become a sharp dagger that penetrated the deepest part of my being.

With time I understood then that we are completely enough and full of love for ourselves, that if we do not complement ourselves no one will, and that is when you really prepare yourself to live love, and I speak of all possible loves that are present in your life, whether family love that you begin to give more time and attention, And of course the love of your partner, you know that he/she will be your partner in life, experiences, adventures and goals, but you see it in a different way and being each one complete you can get to share that love that each one carries inside without being faults either of the two.

With all certainty I tell you that this is a completely comforting love to live it, we must not forget that life is our personal roller coaster, always choose the best partner to take him by your side in every adventure of your life.

I hope you like it, thanks for reading.