Listening to my thoughts is sad and grim
Brooding dark thoughts of failures clouds my judgments
The unknown future is scary and uninviting
No promises just uncertainties
Probabilities to be damned
Contemplating for a way out
A way into the light
Turn my present into a colourful future
Reality slaps me hard with the truth of darkness
How do I change my situation?
The darkness is thick
I fear it would consume the light
I don't let anyone in for I fear
I fear my darkness would swallow your light
Dark energy from this side grows stronger
I need divination
I need to be saved
Alone in my thoughts
Dark, deep and drowning
In this box of thought
Sad and dejected to the dark
Light is the enemy from this side
Befire I'm lost in oblivioi hope to make peace with my foe
To make peace with light
To let it in and change me
Till then the darkness is my comfort.