I hope she felt that in her waning years and hours

She certainly has. I'd say she was very content overall. And all those contradictory feelings people have are just natural and part of what life dictates sometimes in the end.

As long as we have youthfulness in our hearts

Yep! This 💯 and it even has a positive impact on our physicality.

Thank you for everything Jayna.. Much love to you my dear friend ❣ ♥️