From Mistake to Growth: My Honest Apology😔

This day was one of the saddest day of my life. My chest feels tight because of emotions. I can’t take it anymore.

REFLECTING

This day Nov.25, I received a lot of comments, exposing,reminders and giving some advices.

Before I start, I want to sincerely apologize to all the people who are reading here on hive community.
I joined hive for months. And I’m very thankful for this community who supports me in any post that I have shared.

Before I joined this community, I am well aware of rules, It should be owned by me, It should be like that, like this… And in short I fail to realize that I have posted a story which is really my story but I used (Ai) to help me build an essay. I didn’t realize that I overstepped the rules. Right now, I am so sad to see those posts I posted was called out, commented that I used ai. I felt embarrassed and felt guilty for the actions that I’ve cost. And really, I am still processing my mind, how to manage this kind of things. But one thing I know is that, there’s consequences in all actions.

It hurts to see people calling out my mistake.
knowing people can see that I’ve cheated here, It was a kind of embarrassment that I don’t even have a face to post here. To be honest, The moment someone Introduced me this community, I was so happy knowing I can showcase my talent here, knowing I can post my life here without any judgment. I am kind of person who doesn’t share any of my life stories in person. But because of this community, It gave me the courage to share my thoughts and deep stories. It’s like also my safe place.

Now, I’m still processing my mind because I don’t know what will happen next.
One thing that I am sure about is this post is owned by me. This is not a kind of post that I am asking for any of you to still support me, but to apologize. Ofcourse to Hive account@ocdb Hive account@ocd I want to sincerely apologize for my actions. I know I violated the rules here on hive community. But I want to ask for a forgiveness and to show here that I can change and I can make my own without using any app to be seen as a perfect post. I am asking or should I say, I am begging to just let me change.

Also, to Ms/Mr Hive account@erikah I am thankful for you. Because of you, I get to realized my mistakes. Without calling me out, I can’t change. That’s why I was so grateful that you really did a good job in this community. I hope you find peace and continue to be an instrument to all the people on hive. I am not mad that you exposed me, Instead I’m grateful for it. I know I’m still learning and growing. And I want to grow here on hive because It’s like my family here. I treated everyone as my family not by blood but by heart.

To, Ninong Hive account@jedum, I am thankful for you to made me introduced hive community. I know sometimes I’m being so annoying. I always called out, violated and I know every actions I made, You will be punished for what I did. And you don’t deserve that. Please know that I appreciate you. I don’t know if peakD or Hive would still choose me to stay and change my actions, post my own, or etc. But I will always put in my mind that you helped me a lot.

To all who are reading this apology letter, I hope you find well and this is also to remind ourselves that posting here is not to be perfect, but to be owned by you. Not by ai or something. Even though you gave your story into the ai, It is not acceptable. If you’re also using ai to arrange your story, you request ai to build your essay, I want to say, stop it right now. Build your own.

Now, I am opening my door and accepting the situation. Because I see it coming, It’s always the actions have consequences. And I’m not leaving PeakD/Hive community. Instead I will grow here,I want to improve and I want you all to witness my growth.🤍✨