There is quite again, an improvement about my lungs. It seemed that the gurgling sound just went away. It was not like so in previous months, right before I was taking my antituberculosis drug called Rifampicin-Isoniazid, the drug for Tuberculosis.
Now it might be that I have that condition anyway because my "wet lung" issue got resolved already. It is because yesterday even though I was congested I didn't experience the gurgling sound that my lungs makes during that instance(s).
So I am happy, well I might had been cured so I guess it is a reason to thank God once again, a million thanks to God because it so happen that a Pandemic happened which caused my hospital to require their dialysis patients to get a chest x-ray examination so that we can get examined by a lung doctor.
The Pulmunologist then after reading my chest x-ray results told me that I am having a Tuberculosis because of the impressions on the X-rau film and that I have to take an antituberculosis drug for six months.
Now I had already completed my more than four months anti-TB drug therapy and is going for God-willing to complete the remaining two months more.
But I can now feel and experience the improvements in my lungs and it is like something that makes me wonder if God really works for my fate. I wonder what is my mission in this world be because I am just a blight in this world, a thing that should just be ignored, unlooked, and buried and still wonderful things happens in my life still.
Well my struggle continues on, still have to regularly take my Cinacalcet, I should have been enjoying food already because I am no longer anemic for a reason I do not knw because normally dialysis patients gets anemic and yet I did surpassed that stage already.
Maybe my kidney(s) got healed in still producing Erythopoeitin hormone but not its function to filter toxins from my blood and produce urine anymore. I still get that dream that I did urinated because my Kidneys had miraculously got healed.
I hope that someone out there with a pure of heart that cares for my welfare to pray for me, before they go to bed, to give me thoughts, to tell God to heal my Kidneys and that would be something that I do think that can make my Kidneys function once again because it is really a miracle that I am not anemic anymore.
It would have been a different story if I was anemic like in my old times where I have to call the red cross center in the wee hours of the morning so that I can get at least one unit of blood if available and if not I will have to try again.
Then after that I have to go to the lab center to get my blood cross-matched so that it can get infused in my system. So if I was still in that situation that will be more than hell of a thing for me because Cinacalcet will depress my already poor appetite and I will not be able to eat anymore.
But my red blood cells didn't fall right around when my bones had started to collapse and my facial bone to disfigure but my red blood cells had gotten normal. So I think some divine force is working for me and that is God's mercy.
My fight is still on and I hope that improvements will continue to happen so that I can taste life with no more pain and enjoy the basic things of what I can still get in my life afterwards if that is, God would grace me with another miracle.