Today is a struggle I will overcome

Today I am having a very hard time with both edema and joint pain. My legs have fluid running out like rivers and all of my bones are on fire.

In a few hours I can go to a pharmacy if I can make it there, but it has been raining and cold here in Kuala Lumpur which makes everything more difficult. I have been using a blanket in bed today, for the first time in months.

I need to take a a visa trip next week to Bangkok and need $110 usd more than I have to make the trip. I am working hard on manifesting strategies and trying to feel positive and successful so that the manifestation occurs.

But really, I am back in bed as much as I can be I think the rest will do me good. Once I sleep an hour or two, I can barely haul myself back out of bed though and wonder how I got to be so weak.

Just keep going.

I give myself this mantra and try to live it as best I can. Giving up is not an option and would only make everything even worse.

I read a lot about this new virus which appears to be named after a beer. Someone posted about the airports being quiet and full of people in masks on their recent SE Asian trip. I guess I will see that next week.

My photo is of some greens I found locally for cheap and in a new and close by store. I'm glad to have them and add them to my food these days and hopefully they will help bring me to better health.

My post today is for the weekly "What does today mean to you" contest by freedomshift for ccc. Today is a day of setbacks and I pray tomorrow will be an improvement.

https://steempeak.com/@freedomshift/weekly-contest-what-does-today-mean-to-you-win-steem-basic-income-sbi-or-incinboost-shares-and-more-ccc-2-33

I took the photo for this post with my cell phone.