Call it a pregnancy, call it sleepwalk – no, actually … call it LUCK! – my last contribution to the blockchain, however, got posted nine months ago. I was busy dealing with my PTSD and personal growth and when I got back I figured I had missed a lot. Thank God! Instead of witnessing the struggles I was already presented with the solution, the minute I logged in to my sleeping steem account: The Hive Community. I simply logged in with my steem keys and the first post I was presented with was Hive account@derangedvisions introducing himself to this community by taking part in a challenge.

Not only did I learn that he also suffers from/lives with PTSD, but the whole narrative of my entrance to this community also seems pretty synchronized. Thank you, universe! Awesome! So, let's do this! Who is introducing herself to you and the blockchain right now? It is Hive account@mayb! And even though my name might suggest that I am not sure about what I am doing, I totally am. But the truest fact I am aware of is that

"(…) all truths are but half-truths (…)"

so my name is simply an invitation. You're free to insist at any point and you might even be right. ;)

This is what the quote about truths stems from, one of my videos about the seven universal principles:

part of what I am doing with my life

What else? I am on a journey to my childhood, putting together the puzzle pieces of memories about torture, ritualistic, sexual and emotional abuse and the last 10 months I have learned a hell lot about myself. And I want to go on sharing my series about how I got drugged and taken advantage of by some powerful individuals during my childhood as much as I want to go on exploring the secrets to this universe. Whatever I am doing, it's always pretty much about

Revealing and Healing

And while I was quietly healing the German Government confirmed that ritual abuse is indeed a conspiracy fact, the f'in false memory syndrome foundation shut down for good and the mind virus Corona broke out … So, already here we have a pool of intriguingly inspiring topics to write & produce videos about. And, oh yeah, while the Queen and Mama Merkel are on quarantine I am willing to fill the gaps.

Expect me!

In case you'd like to learn a thing or two about ritual abuse, child abuse in general and/or what this society is built upon

Repressed Memories of Sexual Abuse Part I
Repressed Memories of Sexual Abuse Part II – The Bad Nun & The Wewelsburg
Repressed Memories of Sexual Abuse Part III – The Politician Who Sued Me
Repressed Memories of Sexual Abuse Part IV – Entering The Void
Repressed Memories of Sexual Abuse Part V – I'm Not Who I Was
Repressed Memories of Sexual Abuse Part VI – Abracadabra, Trauma and Drama

also related:

MAJOR MISCONCEPTIONS – What You Purposely Don't Know About Sexual Child Abuse And Its Consequences
How I Forgave That My Mother Kidnapped My Daughter

Pleased to meet you, Hive!