When I close my eyes,
I see you,
I see you embracing me.
Then I wake up.
I know, I've done too much mistakes you will never forgive me for.
But I didn't mean it.
I feel incomplete
without you.
When I understood,
I didn't want to accept.
Then I realized,
I shouldn't have ruined someone's life with my insanity.
I've been so angry,
I've betrayed everyone and everything I love.
Now, I am just a passerby for you.
And you, you are the one who makes me smile when I think about.
All I think about is that
I would do anything to turn back time.
I would do anything to heal you.
Sometimes,
I stare at the wall,
and think how unfair it is.