Today is the day i was born. It is a regular day. I have not seen my immediate family for 11 years now. I wonder how my mother would feel on the day she sees me next or how my dad will feel. I wonder how i would feel if i was with them today or if i met them today after 11 years. It is unbelievable how these things happen, where you find yourself so far away and so many years pass and there is still no hope of a return because you don't have money and when you think about how much money we are talking about. It is quite funny.
I thought of these things today. Another regular day, go to market, eat and lay down. I have been experiencing internet issues too and this is not allowing me to do something on the internet like i would have done. These days, you can't even reach the internet hotline. It is usually busy and it ends of sending you to their website and when you email, there is no response.
I have a younger sister too. When i left her i used to carry her as a baby. I try to talk to her on the phone as often as i can and i try to be big sister but it is not the same. I didn't watch her grow. I think she understands. I don't think she holds a grudge. My brother too, it has been 11 years. I have a good memory of us as kids. He has changed very much from being stubborn and playful to being a man now. I am a woman and i hope that things change now, that today can mean something and that soon, i can see my family again. I still have a desire to see my grand father, that is my mother's father. He is very old now, he is 90 years old and my mother tells me that he also has not given up hope on seeing me. I hope and pray that this becomes possible and i using today to ask of this and declare it with hopes that it happens. I will happen.