It's been quite a while since I had a fun day. A day with almost zero work. A day with friends. A day with some self indulgement. A day with plenty of alcohol. A day with plenty of fun.
The quarantine hasn't been bad for me. But it wasn't much of fun either. It's days like this one that make me reminiscent of my childhood. When everyday was a fun day. Heck, often I will post something just for the easy rewards. It's yet another chore. I have worked hard and I have been blessed to get some auto votes in return here...Auto votes that would make most people jelly... I know, because once upon a time... I was the one jelly.. I have tears in my eyes, but most people won't know why... Although I just said why.
Today it doesn't feel like a chore.. I know that probably none will read these words...Some may even may comment in hopes I will upvote their comment or follow them or whatever.. And I will, because once upon a time, I was one of those people. Hoping to get noticed... But today, I don't care. I am not forcing myself to post. Words come naturally. Drunken words...Words from the soul.
Anyways.. It's been a fun day... It's been a long day... Starting from 6 30 am.. Some pointless self indulgement... Like a new TV from LIDL.. A good TV, for a good price... And a good fucking barbecue.. And plenty of lulz.. And plenty of friends... And playing with a poor frog like a 5 year old before releasing it unharmed.. And collecting chamomile from the garden.. Chamomile that grows naturally... And then more good lulz...And now I am going to take my dog for a nice big walk...
I have worked hard to be where I am. But I was blessed to grow in a family that loved me and made sacrifices for me to that I can never imagine. I hope one day I will make the same sacrifices. That's the man I want to be. That's how I think men should be.
Half of my life I was a fucking lazy spoiled bump. A bump that had lots of fun. But lots of hardships too. If I had a different family I would have probably been a drug addict or whatever.. Tears.. again.. Anyways.. Fuck you.
It's been a fun day. I will take it.
