Welcome to Hive !
Reading this I can say that your parents did really a good job raising you.
If I am them, I'll be proud of what you have become.
I completely agree with your thoughts about success and failures.
Perhaps you can talk more about your life and your thoughts here, especially in the #thoughfuldailypost community.
There are also tons of communities here on Hive that you can share your post.
By the way, are you a Filipino?
I understand you're currently low on Resource Credits so maybe it's going to be hard for you to reply. There's a giftgiver site here on Hive that gives you temporary delegation so it can help you reply/post/do anything on Hive. For starters, that's a great help.
RE: A newbie Maria and ready to explore