Dear All
If you ask, do I give up? Not. I am not giving up. I just took a short break to start over. If you ask, why am I sad? I am not sad. It's just that my tears can't just flow today, I'm sure tomorrow won't be there anymore.
If you ask, why do I feel moods and disappointments now? That is true, but I immediately overcome it. If you ask, can I still overcome it after various trials and obstacles drain my dreams and hopes? Very capable, even very sure can handle it again, whatever it is.
Don't you know I have God? Why should I be afraid, why should I give up, why should I submit to circumstances that make me weak. Don't you know that my patience is difficult. So why should I stop here. There are still many ways to go, and I will be fine.
If I can't handle it myself, all I have to say is to my owner, If I need His help. If it's not easy for me, what if God wants? Difficult for You, What if God Makes It Easy?
Impossible for me? What if God is fated? Only my imagination, what if Allah SWT was granted. As long as I have God, what is feared in this world. While confident in God, what worries me in this world.
My job is only to undergo, not to judge. My job is just planning, not deciding. My job is to pray, not force. Everything will be fine if it goes well. Everything will be beautiful in its time, I believe it.
Likewise with you who are still loyal in patience. For what you try, if you are never sure of your hard work, it will work. For what do you think about the future, if today you have complained.
For what you want to be happy, if you are afraid to get it. For what you pray for all the time, if you never believe it will be granted. What do you have God for, if you have never involved Him in your life, if you have never understood and understood, what are your goals and duties in this world?
Don't judge yourself because something that happens in your life is something bad that is given by your Robb.
Remember, Allah SWT gives you life to live according to His requirements. Whatever the reason, Happy or not, safe or miserable, good or bad, everything is arranged as possible and in accordance with the portion of each human being. So what are you afraid of in this world?
When storms of trials and obstacles approach your restless life, then remember Him in your sincere prostrations. When tears flow from great sorrow, remember Him in the verses of His words that you pour in your words.
When prejudice tears your anger, remember Him in your time so that you are always awake at the pier of pure heart. And when the sparkling passion of the world begins to surround you, then remember Him who accompanies you so that you are always awake until you find sovereignty in your life.
Never run from Him, how fast you run, in fact He is the master of your existence. Don't hide behind your fear of Him because He knows the whole universe.
Stay beside Him, whatever your reasons are if He is the best for you to complain. So, no matter what happens, keep moving forward. Don't be sad because He will always be there for you, seeing you, hugging you, listening to you, wiping away the tears that fall until you feel peace in His protection.
