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You may say that you don't know who I am ! You may say that I'm not useful to hive community because I am not active in it. You may say that my existence in hive is not needed. You may say that since my name is clixmoney, so I care only about money. You may say that I'm a bad guy and I should be destroyed or even to kill myself because not only hive don't need me, but even the whole world can be ok if I'm died. That's what really you want ? Are you sure about that ?
Ok, so in case you don't know me or didn't hear about me. I'll tell you, who the hell I am !
I'm just a regular guy who had a very interesting life. First of all I was born in Algeria in 1985. My mother is Russian and my father is Algerian. I started my school there and studied till the fourth primary class. In Algeria in that time we had a lot of terrorism. Maybe I if I was killed then and you would never see me or my content even in steem before. Terrorists were killing almost everyone. They started by polismen, then they moved to citizens and in the end they decided to kill foreigners and their kids. When my father watched in TV that they killed a Russian woman in the capital, he decided to send me, my mother and my two little sisters to Russia. That was in 1994. I had to change the school and to live in a new country, where I had to learn a new language, to leave my friends and to start over from the first primary class. So, in this case I consider losing 4 years of my life. And I started over here ! The same about my sisters.
No matter all the difficulties, I started to succeed in studying. I learned the language very well and even found even more friends here and I was really happier in Russia. Those were really my best years of childhood because I had a full family, many friends and I was doing always well at school. The same about my sisters and I'm happy that they stayed here more 2 years. They enjoyed their best years in their lives, they didn't know what's waiting them in the soon future. That was horrible !
Anyway, my father decided to go back to Algeria. In 1997 he did everything to make me want to go with him to Algeria. He was very friendly, he baught for me everything I wanted and just prepared me to take me with him. That was the first manipulation in my life that I went through. I was only 12 years old and I already saw many things in my little life. In 1998 my father decided to tell my mother that he'll take me with him and he made me tell her that I want. I was little and stupid and manipulated boy. I believed that in Algeria is better. I really though that I will be a king there as my father was always telling me. So, in the end my mother had to let him take me and she stayed with my two little sisters in Russia.
When we get to Algeria I've seen my first big disappointment in my life. I was already 13 years old and I didn't even understand what's happening with me. First of all, most of relatives there weren't happy about me because they consider me the son of unfaithful mother because she wasn't muslim. Also my father didn't let me to talk with my relatives in Russia including my mother and sister. And my father get married an other woman there and she was always against me. Even his mother was supporting her bride because she considered her the right choise for my father and not the Russian one. My father even started to beat me sometimes just because I didn't tell the right things to his wife or relatives. I was depressed and destroyed. I even thought about suicide a few times and the only thing that helped me to not think about that is the school. I was very happy being there. I was very happy studying because that made me forget about everything else. I've spent the worse two years in my life between 1998 and 2000. That was disastrously !
Despite my father not letting me to talk with my mother, I was always finding ways to contact her. I had friends from school who helped me somehow and during that time I was begging my mother to comeback to Algeria. She knew how hard I was living and she promised to come. In 2000 she decided to travel and to comeback with my sisters to Algeria. She knew that my father is married but she did that anyway. She did that for me. She left her mother country to comeback to the unknown. To the religious country where she had to obey her husband and to always satisfy his relatives. Only now I understand that I was a trap to make her comeback and bring with her my sisters. Maybe that what my father wanted from treating me that bad. He knew that I will do something about that because he wanted her to bring his daughters.
When they comeback I was of course very happy and I didn't know what will happen with them. I thought everything will be back to normal and we will live together again and we will have our home as before 1994 and we will be a happy family who travel together and live in peace. But that wasn't the case at all. We had to live all in the house of my relatives. They gave us only one room, we were living there with my mother and my father had a room with his other wife. Maybe I was also the reason behind what's happening to my sisters now. I was really a little boy who just started to live and everything was messed up for me. I never thought that a father can act that way. It's like he was replaced by an other man !
We lived about 2 years with my relatives and that was hard and I don't want to write about the details. Then my father decided to move to an other house were we may live only we with his wife and without his relatives who were always creating troubles. He rented an appartment with 3 rooms, one for him and his wife, the other for him and my mother and the third for me and my sisters. That was a little bit better because we didn't have to meet his relatives everyday who hatted us all. We had to accept his wife, we had to live with that. She was about 26 years old and she was even playing with us sometimes. Inside we didn't like her to be in our family, but we just had to accept her. That was the hardest choise we had to take to live a little bit better. Without troubles.
But, even though his relatives didn't want to leave us alone. They kept dictating to my father what he had to do and how he had to respect traditions. They were pushing him to make them marry to the right man for them. He didn't even let my sisters to study at school. He was strict like hell. Of course we didn't want him to do that and we fighted for years, but in the end he was the dictator, he was the guy who decide for us. That's why I hate any form of dictatorship !
So, in 2004 my father decided to make my 17 years old sister get merried to a 35 years old man. She even didn't had the right to say anything. She never seen that person in her life and didn't even talk to him before. Many men wanted to get merried to my sisters because they knew that they are daughters of a Russian woman and they knew how they look like comparing to other girls in the country. My older sister was sold because when they married girls they give a lot of money to her father as a bride-money. The only thing that made us a little happy after we met the family of the husband is that they live well. Me and my mother and other sister were happy for my older sister because she will not live with us and that she will live in a bigger house. But, that wasn't that cool. She just had to be the slave there. She also didn't had to go out a lot and she had to stay home and care only about cooking and cleaning and giving birth. She just accepted this life and thanks god she is ok now, but she already gave birth 5 times and one of her child was born dead. I'm proud of her that she didn't gave up and she is still strongly fighting for life.
About the second sister, we did everything to not make her get married. She was studying in distance and we used that as an argument to tell my father that she wanted to finish her study and she don't want to get married yet. A long time we were fighting my fither and in that time he became a little bit softer, but in the end he wanted her to get merried because she was already 20 years old and in that time I was working and a friend of mine who were only about 24 years old wanted to merried her. She knew him because he visited me home many time. So, we asked him to buy her a phone to be in touch at least in secret from my father and all relatives. They were in touch by phone for months and she said that she ok to marry him. Then me and my mother went to his relatives and we asked them to come to ask for that from my father. We kind of saved her to not get merried to much older man. She was a little happier than the older sister. She is living ok now.
I was studying all that time. I finished my school then the institute and then I started working in a store where I was repairing pcs and sellings cds and dvds. Then I worked in a similar store. Then I found a good work in a chemical company in the capital. I was always in touch with the Russian community in the web to not forget the language. I found a website called ''scast'' where people were creating conferences using skype and talking. I get in touch with many Russians in the world. That was the first big community I joined. While talking to people I found a guy from Ukraine who livided in the capital of Algeria. He had also a hard life then because he's father was a minister of environment who didn't let him travel back to Ukraine by doing something with his papers and he was also kind of prisoner with a very rich and
influential father. He had a big house, a car, money, almost everything but not complete freedom. That's why when I told him about my story he helped me to get the work.
My goal of course was to gather money and to live the country. Even having a good work I didn't want to live there. I gathered enough money to be ready to travel. The only thing left was to make my father let me go. I was looking for many arguments and it was hard to find. But, in that year and that was close to 2010, my grandfathe in Russia get sick. I always dreamed to see him. 12 years I was dreaming about that. My father didn't even let us, me and my sisters to talk to my relatives in Russia. What made me want to go to Russia even harder. My grandfather was diying and my father had to let my mother go to visit him before he's dead. When my mother get here, she said to my father that my grandfather want to see me before he'll die. I confirmed that I also want to see him before he died. My father wasn't happy about that, but he din't create any obstacles. He knew that sooner or later I will leave. Taht's why I never wanted to work with him. He had a good construction company and he always wanted me to lead it, but I refused. I was incorruptible ! Nothing stoped me from doing what I wanted to do ! I wanted to be free ! I wanted to change the country were he will never control me and I did it !
So, I left the country that way and I had to study here. Not from the primary school since I already had an education, they classified my Algerian diploma to the second year or Univercity here and I started to study in the univericity in my 26 years old with 17-18 years old people here. I had to do that because the only way to stay in Russia was to have a Russian study visa. I enjoyed my freedom here and that was the most important for me. I didn't have many friends here, but I created an English club to find more to feel good here. I kind of build a new family here. I missed by the way to meet my grandfather because he was dead before I get here. It was hard for me, I was very happy and very sad at the same time. But, I wanted to stay here anyway.
That was the club I created. I met many foreigners here who wanted to find friends like me. I even decided to make my club even bigger and I went to a bigger town here where I met my lovely wife.
Here is one of the biggest even I created. I called that Cowboys party.
After marrying my wife, I had to close the club. It was taking a lot of time from me. I dedicate her a lot of time. In that time after closing the club, I found about steem. I joined in may 2017, in that time I was looking for a work online and I already had an experience in many websites and forums. I learned about many ways of earning money online and that's why I called myself clixmoney. I was sharing all I found about that and I was aware of suspicious websites and I was testing many of them if they are paying or not. When I found a fraud, I was awaring people about that. But, I get tired to do that. I was looking for a way to make money from any content I create. I tried steem many times and I liked that I can withdraw the time I like and that I have the full control of my money. I liked the crypto idea. I liked bitcoin because it's limided and it can't be printed or manipulated.
I also created 
So, I'm creating now on hive and I would like to share my story to hivers. To all you to know what I went through. And no matter what happen to me I never gave up. Still fighting and doing my best to be a better person. And nothing will make be the bad guy who some want from me. They can do what ever they want, but I'll keep creating content and growing in this platform. I'm a part of this community and it's too late to change. Many people know me and how much I did for the community. The hive community will decide after all who I am, not me, not an other one person or a few. The opinion of the majority is what matters.
I wanted to write about what I did for the community, but I think that's enough for this post.
And to support my created initiative Beneficiary Rewards Connecting People ! I would like to share this post and the post where I'll write about how I joined hive community to all hive community !
I will choose 10 people I like and dedicated for them all the reward of this post !
The first one is 
The second one is 
The third and that's my favorite number is 
The fourth is 
The fifth is 
The sixth is 
The seventh is 
The eighth is 
The ninth is 
The tenth is just someone I will choose from https://hive.blog/created to support those who are new to the platform and who are doing well. Those who may need attention and need some boost to start promoting hive and to start loving this community as many of us do. To not give the money to the wrong person, I will choose someone with middle reputation, who is not that known in the community and who is not new at all. Because by experience I know that new accounts could be a second account of someone else, or it could be just a spammer.
That's why I will choose 
The tenth and the tenth will get 10% from my next post because I noticed that in hive.blog and even in peakd.com, it's impossible to set more than 8 beneficiaries !
I'm kind of sharing my life with those people. I dedicate this time of writing the post to them. I will dedicate more of my posts to others. That will be the way I will support hive community from now. That's all I can do now because I don't have much time in my new work I have now !
You may even thank those people who pushed to do that. Those people who opened the discussion of sharing money to others. Sometimes even if you see a negative thing, it maybe a positive thing that will lead people only for good things. Maybe someone will be a victim in this situation, but any peaceful time demands some little war to happen !
