Hello hivers, it's My second time writing here and I decided to check out the music community first because of my natural love for music. After looking through a lot of great and mind-blowing articles here, I picked out some points which really got my attention. Some of which were from post ( an adolescent feeling curious and needs to approach the temptation)
(coming to like someone but things doesn't go really well as expected, then series of problems arises.. maybe it wasn't the Ideal person for that moment) I decided I was also going to talk about my music life
Have you ever felt depressed and then you listen to music, or probably had a block and suddenly music awakened your mind? that's what music does to me. At some point in my life, I went from being the happy guy to a sad and depressed fellow
Everything felt like it was collapsing, it seemed like everything I did went all wrong and I couldn't have even been born
I felt pained emotionally
My head was filled with thoughts, negative thoughts.
And I needed to find a way to heal me
I needed to put myself together
I was badly battered
If I'm being honest, music is the better life meant for me.
There's this particular song I listen to "God only knows/for KINGS AND COUNTRY" Whenever I listen to it, I feel I'm inside the music
Like it's speaking to me directly.
Just a few, but every line of that song is deep, touching and personal.
It places me in a state of tranquility
I was drowning in the gloom of depression, drenched in perspiration but listening to this music, I was comforted.
Music has been there for me all through my lonely days
I remember when I had a breakup with my girlfriend 😌💔it was really tough for me
Yunno I got in this relationship with this gurl, she loved “us” buh I couldn't really tell myself if this was really love or maybe I was being tied to her dream out of sympathy.
She was sweet and loveable💔she was really nice and understanding I didn't want to hurt her..
She wanted “Us" and I promised her forever, now forever feels so faraway, tho I tried..
I never meant to leave her crying in the rain..I had my own demons I was fighting so I pushed her away😌💔
And then I listened to Wallows by Tommy Docherty, his lines got to me, like I was in the music.." you always said that this was magic..oh I tried to feeel the Same.
In my head I could place myself saying these words to her
The sound, the lyrics everything sank deeply into me soul and I couldn't help but let the tears roll down my cheeks
It was really tragic
But then I got so engaged in music and she's been healing my bruises
One of my favorite songs is 'Married to,
Just listening to the raps and serenade, the lyrics, everything. I felt relieved, like Guyyyy u're never alone! U can always pick up every broken pieces left of you.
Tho the memories somehow never leave but I no longer drown in it's grief like I usually did
I feel the tranquility is divine..gives me a new lease on life
Yeah the memories never die but music pulled me out of the misery.
Music doesn't just give me a reason to live, it is my life.
I'd always say this 'Music is the better life meant for me!'