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Planning and realizing something different is the most distracting and annoying part of life, not quit too long within the festive period, Dad Mum Grandma and my siblings called me to come back to share out some time with them, of which I promise to do so but I didn't do as I promised initially due to some reasons and outstanding issues that is pending in my mind. To be honest, I have been troubled with a problem for a while now thinking that this January is a great moment to resolve this issue as they promised my level course mates in school.
Well, the fact remain that our set, have a withheld degree result approval from school senate, well some has being approved gradually, but still my has be bounced back due to some wrong entry despite haven't spent time within the school premises in order to get this done as someone who is eager to leave the School and grab a opportunity awaiting for me in the city of Lagos with my uncle making an honorable space for me to take chances and occupy it, but is displeasing that it have lingered a lot For my own self for the job.
Well as opportunity may have it, with the delay I received a call that whether am ready for the orientation training, but the answer was "No" due to my degree statement is not ready, I lost my the opportunity due to they can't reserves such a space of work that is quite highly demanding for for a while. No!!!, no!! no! what a golden opportunity lost. Lost out of the game and missing behind due to the delay of the higher institution keeping me wondering and depressed over the issue.
It hasn't been funny since the beginning of this month until now being 29th January 2024, because the sorrow and sadness has a mark in my inner mind, even as I try as much to wave it up and embrace happiness, it seem not to be coming, am still recovering from it despite not even achieving the my aim of not spending special time with my loved on during the festive period which is the first such incident has occurred since my childhood.
Since the incident i keep encouraging myself despite the opportunity lost, what a prevelege to have leverage on my uncle influence to seat on a throne of my expectations that i have missed already. I can't belive up till now that my degree result approval could be withheld, my mission and vision for this January was shattered, but I think man has to fall ten time and raise ten time despite the January already done for 2024, I believe everything happened for a reason of which I don't know yet but the future will tell, I will not relent to get my position despite this discouragement I got this January. Well I am waiting for the next opportunity even as I am sad for the previous.