On many occasions I have published many posts with positive messages, good things, inspiring, and the good side of life .... But today just today I don't feel good.
Today I have felt a lot of emotions and mixed feelings, sadness, joy, happiness, anger, helplessness, in short... a lot of anxiety.
Today has not been my day, today I have not been me, today I have not been in my world, today I do not feel good.
I don't know if it has something to do with my period or some hormonal change, but my days like this suck, I hate feeling like this, useless, anxious, I feel that one of my problems is wanting to control everything and not being able to.
If I could make one great wish it would be to have the super power to control everything, really if I could just have that power I could be very very happy.
But not everything in this life can be had, it is not perfect, it will not always be as we want or when we want but nevertheless we have to continue, that's what it's all about, to continue.
In the meantime I am going to drain a little by shedding my tears, and letting my thoughts flow.
